Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Stupid people making stupid choices for stupid reasons.

Yeah, you can count on me, and lol, there'll be no foreign bride that will count on me there when you're gone. The things said in those situations are quite humorous.

Unhappy, but I can't show that one because that's how I am.

Snow storm today

Santa Ana winds clocking gusts at 30+ MPH.

I been away for a while but been having religious OCD again. Also I’ve had more sensory overload and began resorting to pinching. My doctor mentioned he didn’t know if I still fit the criteria of ASD even though I know my symptoms have gotten worse overtime and as a matter fact the self test mentioned level 2 autism. Maybe I just haven’t shared the things I go through or even miss a lot of autistic attacks that happen to me. I know that the diagnosis is permanently but it’s not the diagnosis, it’s the treatment I get doesn’t feel right and I feel my needs are neglected. I also have to be put back on a beta blocker that ruined my mood, also forgot my meds this morning and had a bad panic attack at the doctors and didn’t realize it until after the appointment. I’m doing better right now, but we all have our days weeks and even months.

Also last night we suspected I was about to have a heart attack which ended up to also be just a panic attack. Ps If they were to get rid of my ASD diagnosis, No more living alone by myself, they lower my level diagnosis? Same thing and either I’ll lose my government assistance or whichever home they’d sent me to would take most of it along with my freedom so I got no choice but to keep that diagnosis forever (as a matter fact, I have no say so since that’s the dsm 5) my mood went up though which is for a different thread.

Loved one's illness last night; I handled that one well enough [afterwards] all things considered, even if it hits that traumatic note; that sort of stuff doesn't really hit you hard if you don't know the person or aren't too close.

Trigeminal neuralgia again; severe stress can definitely set it off when combined with touch/movement--face quite sore right now (10/10 there)

Humans are apparently eating toilet paper, which more confuses me than anything else, but I'll throw that one here (along with the Feds taxing cigarettes so damn much)

Luddites.

Lots of snow.

anxiety

Just my brain.

Anxiety and guilt

Dealing with bureaucracy.

Linda Blair and the Asteroids

An occasional weird bubbling(?) sensation in my chest.

overslept by 5 hours