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yeh, when i was your age a day seemed to last 36 hours, now it barely lasts 16.

A need to visit my school's gym before class begins one hour from now.

I have several things I need to plan out/organise/do but every time I try to write them down and put them into some sort of order my mind goes blank.

Unwanted text message

Feel guilty for not working

Itchy as f**k. Yesterday Robin

Paranoid, afraid, intimidated, of future

Run out of $$$

Unearned income

Real estate investment

Stock market

Exhausted all the options

Every day is sitting around waiting for the other shoe to drop s**t

Paranoid the penis will overreact and he might be justified


Just barking but the penis barked at me plenty of times before and things blew over sooner or later s**t


Sooner or later the penis will bark at me

Antics shenanigans stunts

Don't want to interact with anyone

Just want to be alone

Ignoring something could be justified in some situations but this is not one of them

Overhaul demeanor

Character flaw

Personality


Edgy uptight

Guarded

Tense

Terse

Suspect brain damage

Dread running out of money

Dread the penis barking at me for receiving unwanted text message

But even if I do everything perfectly the penis will bark at me so whatever

What to have for dinner, I’m thinking about sushi

I don't feel comfortable sharing things like location online. It feels like people could track me down even if I just say town. I'm sure the pressure to be this open wasn't there in the 90s and early 00s. I'd rather talk about external things or, conversely, talk about deeper thoughts. Also, once I reveal private information I don't know where to stop and what boundaries to have so it's best I have strict ones. But people seem to expect that stuff these days.

Currently at a dimmer side of the spectrum's lens.
As soon as I woke up, it's just like this.



If anything...

Everyday.
Every time I wake up from sleep, it's always like this. It's not just that notable.

Problems or not, I seriously need to check my sleep.
What's making me 'change' in there?! Why the inconsistent functioning? Why just inconsistencies and barely anything beyond that?

What's the point of this exactly other than to confuse me and everyone to see??

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What are some signs that a person is literally dying? And I don't mean dying as in something that's happening slowly and naturally because you're living, but signs that you are going to die soon? I've been worried and scared that I have some debilitating disease and I'm going to die of it soon.

chances are, if you were dying you would not be aware of it, you might sink into a coma first as though you fell asleep. if you were still conscious, you might see spectral figures of previously deceased relatives, if you were psychically inclined. that is what witnesses said happened to my late father.

Bedtime

When someone's nearby or at home, I won't do a thing.
When I'm not alone awake in a room, I won't think or say about my feelings out loud written or otherwise.

As long as someone's nearby, their presences had give something at the back of my mind, a subtle sense of distrust.
Tiny, but very heavy.


So where does this distrust coming from?
Where does this personal issues with privacy coming from?
Why am I wary of being 'open'? To the point of lying to myself privately?

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Warning. Football metaphor on an autistic site.

Does Corbyn support us or Arsenal?