Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I miss my pets.

Missing my friends.

Another person trying to cherry-pick the Bible for passages to support his personal agenda.

Last night, I accidentally lock my cat in the bathroom. Today, my leg, knee & wrist were hurting, I had more trouble walking, I toolk Advil, I felt much better.

Bad afternoon/evening. Carer stuff not all that great. An important spontaneous phone call, language disorder under such conditions and failing spectacularly when I need to function for someone in said situations. The individual hung up on me. Failing led to one of those fun meltdowns (not fun), where people can ask me questions, luckily I don't interact with many people. I made a planned important phone call earlier in the day and was fine.

A tiny bit happy too because I figured out why I don't like the phone in some instances. Yeah, it's the language disorder, so Autism (it can be from a number of conditions though). I will admit slight disappointment in professionals not picking this one up, but maybe they just never asked me the right questions, as I tend to need those to communicate things. I can work with this now.

Campus was tense yesterday

How my mom disproportionately treats me being diabetic as, croaking over the very next day; when in fact, my sister is diabetic as well.

Anxiety

Living

Fed my cats raw beef. Slept for five hours. Woke up to find little monsters had not finished their lunch and my kitchen smells like beef gone bad.

Hopefully you feel better soon, AprilR.

It'll be the same old face pain for me, along with worry and other emotions. (The weight of everything when it comes to my life doesn't feel as heavy right now, so that'll be a win.)

^ Thank you, i hope both of our lives will get easier soon.

A coworker Delfin had the nerve to poke me in the ribs with sticks and I screamed and he and Hai burst out laughing like it was the funniest thing in the world

"Unwanted touching" could get you paid administrative leave and a phone call from the Workplace Violence Committee

But of course I did not tattle on him because I don't want to interact with Assistant Manager Antakia. Besides everyone has subconscious biases. For all I know, antakia might be having sex with Delfin

It reminded me of how, when I was 20, I was trying to roughhouse with a 40 year old at school and then he had the nerve to tell me that I broke his glasses. (He had no proof). So I pulled out a check and offered to pay but he refused. Then the assistant director of the LGBT center Debbie made me come into the office for a conversation about "an event that transpired" and "you never touch someone else's body" and "I am keeping an eye on you". s**t. Debbie and Jimmy totally overreacted and misunderstood me as usual. 19 years later I still remember it.


Double standards
f**k jimmy, Debbie, antakia, Hai and Delfin

Anxiety about me being sick. i will test for covid tomorrow. I have a cough right now. But I don't feel too bad. I am not going into work today

A somewhat hilarious row of phone calls where someone on one end, with me being in the middle, made an error but neither end admitted to it. Sorta funny, but you know, phone calls, and since this was an extremely important deal for someone else, I can't meltdown in such situations (mistakes disrupting my planned out routine). Still always sorta annoying when everyone knows me by my voice before I even mention who I am too. I speak softly and my inflection is stuck on "calm". I did it though, so whatever.

Anxiety