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A need to return to finishing a class essay that is due later this week.

People's audacity to claim to know everything about someone's life is so horrifying. Yes i am autistic and have been suicidal since i was the age 13!! ! Go figure, everyone has the same problems!! ! I am sure they do, having ocd anxiety no friends and suicidal ideation.

I'm feeling like a fool after a day from hell.

I need a valium salt-lick.

I’m feeling exceptionally tired today and socially drained. This weekend has planned activities (finish moving, kid events) in it too and I’m just... so over it.

That people are luckier than others and don't realize it.


I mean there's always someone more fortunate and less fortunate...

even if things keep fluctuating, there's a line of misfortune and trauma and sorrow--
where the more fortunate usually don't fall below.


And that's just really odd, but true...

I know it's inevitable and obvious..
but it makes me mad when Society (ppl in it esp really fortunate ones) can assume everyone is on an equal platform when they are not and speak low of ppl for not being at their level.

Nobody can say that, even between siblings...
Neurology is just one factor there are loads of others...


I hate ppl assuming the good that they have in life, is entirely BECAUSE of them.

Even if u worked hard there are countless who work just as hard and cannot have that good.

Around the world.

It's not that u earned it... It is that u had the opportunity to earn it... The circumstances and capacity and knowledge (which is witheld from many eg education) to do what was required... AND were blessed enough to then receive it.

Very little of that was in their control, on the whole. So one persons life lesson cannot translate consistently to other people.

^^^"That people are luckier than others and don't realize it." -Quoted for Truth.

This song. I worked with him when I was 15. He was among my top people and even moreso when I met him. Unfortunately the song is still relevant... The last bit...

Just what was it with me and my mom?

And I mean 'me', I meant whatever I was watching through these eyes and ears...

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The cold weather and me hoping that it will warm up a little bit soon because I'm not a huge fan of snow and February and March are my least favorite months of the year I think.

I miss Jeddah and Im sick of this country with the people who have so little kindness except a few and as Jeddah was the best and this country has nice activities libraries and scenery but the people in Jeddah are better human beings and kinder to each other and more fun and easygoing. Contrary to the press here which paints it as hell. It's closer to heaven than here (lifestyle) I miss everything.

Yea same and the bad stuff can be fixed with better education and public libraries and less malls

Grr, I had a long post all typed out, opened up another page to look up a word to be sure it meant what I thought it did, and when I went back, the page with my post refreshed and deleted everything I'd written. I'm really not in the mood to try to rewrite it now, so I guess it will go unsaid.

someone just rang my bell and delivered something about a car accident over a year ago? it's a court thing. but i already told insurance and they upped my fee accordingly, i thought they had taken care of it??
why am i getting a court filing about it now, or whatever this is? i didn't deny it or deny responsibility. it was a street with many stop signs and the guy in front of me stopped and i was too close so i (lightly) hit him and gave him all my details and told the insurance.
i didn't do anything evasive or wrong.

i hate law stuff.