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i've seen more deer here just this week than the past 10 years before coming here. i passed by a house today that had four just on its front lawn.

Kip, i shoulda warned you before, that deer are a hazard up here on the roads, i've seen more collisions involving deer than i care to recall, plus a collision i was in with several deer put me in the hospital for a week and still affects me [injuries] to this day. so i hope you drive that fine car carefully at night.

i now realize why the speed limits are so low.

word to the wise, washington is one big speed trap. beware.

Wanting something to eat for lunch.

Dentist and one of my teeth... it's dead. I had already figured that out, but if the pain doesn't go away soon, it's highly likely that the root treatment isn't enough and the tooth needs to be removed.

^^^good luck to you and your tooth.

I have a strange tallent where I can always guess what's inside a wrapped present. It's a gift.

Paranoid about $$, fat, "friends", "family", frame up, disease,

Canned from a lot of jobs. Wierdfuck demeanor. Exhausted all the time.

Zero job skills but plenty of lil dips**ts also have zero job skills and they have jobs and earn enough to live comfortably s**t.

dips**t Psychology majors

Not having job skills; hating your boss, co-workers and job; laziness: incompetent. Are not reasons why anyone does not have a job.

Unemployable

Plenty of applicants with worse diagnosis than me get denied from government benefits.



The former primary care physician referred me to a neuropsychologist , when I told the doctor that I felt like brain not working.


Neuropsychologist did Trail Making Task, word recall, Test of Memory Malingering. Asked questions like, why should you wash your hands before eating? . Neuropsychologist told me that Dr was concerned about your ability to live independently .

Wtf?

12 year old have children and don't have the to take test. But I am 36 and have to take test?

So I was paranoid they could send me to a group home

They told me that they were going to "help" me apply for government benefits or a job.

But government benefits or a job are not guaranteed. They don't pay much. They could get revoked anytime s**t

A group home is for "life"




A job or government benefits is a teaspoon sized good thing. A group home is a barrel size bad thing

So I was considering not going back

But thats the same as crossing the street

Getting to the other side is a small good thing

Getting hit by a car is a large bad thing

But that doesn't stop anyone from crossing the street

maple pecan

Vestiges of anger

To combat their false spins one must bring out n express oneself. Put ones own reality n thoughts n imagination to the forefront .

Otherwise one risks being drowned from misunderstandings n internalizing their stuff...hopeless cycle of trying to fit into their version of reality

more maple pecan

high butterfat creamy butter maple pecan icecream

with extra maple pecans ^

Books and games

i can't see myself as an adult, even though I crossed that age line 17 years ago.