Post something that made you HAPPY today.

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Two sides of the coin and all that (response to my own Unhappy yesterday and the Happy version of it):

You dislike yourself because you blame yourself for everything, which you learnt to do so you wouldn't get hurt; if the person you admire says you're a nice person, you should maybe listen there
She knows you, both the good and bad, and why you hold the connections, and those feelings only come from a place of good, so even if they can make someone feel bad when known after so long, there'll still be good felt there because of memory, the intention goes along with it, you wanted to thank her for what she did for you with them, and you're truly fine if she's entirely moved on (you're happy if she is happy above all, no matter your wants)
You can't handle seeing her in pain and suffering, and there's not much positive you can see, but you can see within her that strength
You survived, and you ended up doing some good things with your care

Kitty and coffee

Eating spicy nachos made with flaming hot tangy cheese flavour Doritos

I kinda realized my daydreams and thoughts aren't really any different other than how the latter has more emotion attached (detached from the former so it doesn't hurt as much as I feel too much). This makes me happy in that things are "real" in both from my side, and not fantasy. How I "dream" of my old dog with me, it's just how he was and nothing else. No projection, just the reality of what he made me feel.

Stuck in time fits more than I realize.

Kitty and coffee

5 hours of sleep.

My cat trying to eat my hair. I guess it's tasty?

There should really be a thread called "Post Something That Made You Confused Today", but it was amusing.

My football team won and so did two of my horses and one of my horses came second.

I was able to find my OT who switched companies last spring.
She told me to look her up but it took me eight months to get around to it.
Three clicks of online booking, and I'm scheduled for a Zoom appointment this week.



yay me

White moth orchids blooming.

I was having far too much fun looking as inconspicuous as possible. The key is to not actually have anything on you other than what's needed for your cover, rather you use your eyes with quick glances, memory and then write stuff down soon afterwards. People always get caught out because of what they have on them.

The potatoes are going well (trial run was entirely successful); I'm glad wild critters don't care for them.

My mom

Kitty and coffee

Walking in the woods for a couple hours. Listening to jazz music. Reconnecting with a friend.

Egg salad

Candy cane