Post something that made you HAPPY today.

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Last test session before I practice I was able to cut about a second and move from around 30th to 6th. Practice starts at 5:30.

Picking wild lemons at the side of the creek.

Happy that I figured many things out.

I...uh, feel guilty though, because someone kinda, not kinda actually, rather actually helped me more than 21 years of on and off psychiatric when it comes to many a thing concerning broken Dill. Thanks.... Getting help without asking is still help, and I'm no fan of being helped (it's kinda pathological with me). I hope anything I've done has made said someone feel some good things, and that's the least.

Good day in the usual bad day to day things as a carer. To be honest, I like helping there (it's something I can do); of course, I'd rather not need to.

Kitty and coffee

Good music.

Driving to get a coffee.

grocery shopping
bought vitamins, been stressing about choosing a new vitamin as the old ran out
ate a chocolate pudding-like food substance

Me, too. The figuring out I did a week or so ago. The realization that my confusion and offense wasn't even autism related came the last couple days. Like, it's not my fault. I was f****d with, and my reaction is completely normal.

I figured out why some things bother me more than others, when both should bother me equally. I'd rather cut my hand off than hurt someone, which stemmed from figuring out why I am how I am when it comes to social and emotional connections, which is that of an echoist (which was made from being around psychopaths/narcissists from an early age).

Happy, as I feel like there's a genuine connection there, somewhere. Echos. Took me a while there. I've got an alright gut instinct, how you feel it in the air from all inputs. I have a delusional disorder though, so that is always over me (along with terrible self-esteem/worth).

This always makes me happy:

2nd place at Road America after starting 14th. Even better, I didn't bash my car up fighting traffic on the first lap.

Now on to Watkins Glen for round 10.

It snowed a little bit.

I received good feedback from a job interview.

Morning bird song.

Kitty and coffee

Kitty did well at the vet. Coffee