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Would it be wrong to label a plus size fashion line "La Darse"?

Noisy is still noisy.

I don't give a damn if it's a church on a worship or some crazy party fest.
It never changed the fact that noisy is still noisy and right now I hate them all.

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Justifying one's actions as 'i did what i had to in order to survive' is a survival tactic as well. At some point one will have to consider their own actions against their non-survival mode moral code and that excuse won't be tolerated by one's own self.

This NEWS.
The funniest part isn't the joking-not joking statement, but the English context misinterpretations of the whole message itself.
It is not meant to be interpreted through English contexts. Should that be the case, the advise of not doing it is true.

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I'm really tired of depression. It's old news...

F__k me, my language app is guilting me for not studying. I quit the interwebs....:

I'm thinking about how less than 48 hours ago, I was expecting to be with my friends right now but instead I'm home and somewhat bored. I'm disappointed definitely that the plans were cancelled somewhat abruptly but life goes on and I'm hoping I see them soon.

I might go in the pool and swim a little but I can't decide if I really want to.

My mom mentioned that there are day program type things for people on the autism spectrum, and I thought it might be a good fit for me, but as I should have expected, there are exactly zero places I found in Kansas that were not for children and/or involving schooling (I guess even those places assume that if you can get a college degree you can fend for yourself ), and then I remembered that due to COVID-19 and my own health issues, probably absolutely nothing whatsoever would be a viable option at the very least until a year from now

^ it is awful. Past 18 (younger actually) and nothing. Or there are groups at least fr meetups --not real activities and not very regular seems its just fr the lady who runs the meetips' convenience... Which btw i noticed a lot with ppl who supposedly 'work' with Autistics.. Its all about them . the job is just an easy way to get paid. Eg ignoring my son thru out summer camp even when i asked the lady
Fr help she was doing NOTHING but doodling or just chstting to her friends etc
Wdnt help him.. Whenever he came up to shake her hand or smile at her trying to get acknowledgement n id mention it to her shed look at him like he was disgustibg n walk away


Both of these ladies n another extremely rude (to nurses to the point they wanted to quit) and rude to me and even threatened me out of nowhere when i politely had stated we were switching. N she hired n didnt fire tge abusive therapist who wd scream at insult my son which my brother
XH's mom.. And my younger sons babysitter as well as me noticed b tried to stop her but she kept at it..
Thiz lady hired her n wouldnt fire her despite complaints that it was genuinely abuse n affecting elder who was increasing in seizures drastically.. Regressing drastically.. And self injurious Behaviour.

They dont care abt autistic ppl .

they are just there fr the paycheck.

All 3 of these ladies i mentioned are
1. Muslim
2. Wear hijab
3. Supposedly work FOR autistic ppl but in reality are selfish with no empsthy even fr the client (doesnt apply to the first lady but to the other 2)

Fr adult meetups it seems none if them have kids and are all doing it on week-ends ..
though i mentioned to the lady and she was just like 'hope to see u ' or something generic like that like not actually acknowledging the issue or responding about that

I note the muslim part because I HATE when u see arrogant hypocrites who hide behind a mask of piety but actually are bad ppl.. Which i note more n more in the world (seeming 'religious' ppl) as I grow older

Finally turned up something that might work for me. My mom thinks it’s for people who are “lower functioning” than me(I don’t think I’m near as “high-functironing” as she thinks I am), and also it’s quite possibly priced for people who qualify for more benefits than I do, and therefore outside of our price range.

But we have to wait, again probably at least a year, to even contact them. Oh well, I suppose it would be a bad fit for me in some way or another, everything else that’s available to me is.

realized i hadnt taken meds all day (welbutrin)
and maybe if i had i wd be up for visiting my sister as she had asked

I am trying to figure out what input to have on Administrative Rules to implement new law in my field. I've never joined the conversation this early in the process and trying to wrap my mind around it and ask for the information I need is using up a lot of spoons. I had a meeting today with my team to get some ideas, but they were mostly stuck on how we would accommodate the new law and not how to suggest rules or even direction for implementing the new law. There is no rule yet for this law, so it is being made up from scratch, so to speak, although it has to conform to the law and be for implementing the law. I am exhausted today.

To be the light, they say...
I had to understand why I don't want to be.

Who was this part of me, who all want nothing to do with it?

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