the upcoming visitor has set the scene,
(help!!) "so you can have a good meal"
this being good by being mean is precedent to me not wanting to engage much
i can always go more wrong,
ofcourse, once upon a time,
visitor came with a big bag with the word/name saturn on it,
saying i put it here, (right in sight) héhé, subtil isn't the mo
still recovering,
itz not good, what can one do??
when dd was here i was squashed, everyday
is that how you set an expectation
im very angry, its all in the taboo,
- a hate for women dressed up as women -
fancypants
the mirror-people
oh yeah oh heck
i'll get some bodyparts for approval shoved in my face
uncomfortable the same dilemma
how can you confort or reassure people
who will at the same time undermine you
its a no win zone, it goes on an on,
the merrygoround affairs