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I should get off my P's and become a chaffeur. The silver service in town is hiring and I'm thinking of getting a weekend job.

Geoff is online again.

f**k, I should catch up on some study.

I made this Jager and coke too strong.

Wow.

Thinking of how the internet has changed over the last 16yrs since I've been a part of such..
As well, pondering a thought or two about persons whom once were part of my life though circumstances dramatically altered would could have happened..

The fact that I've waited for long enough for a cable company to phone and port my line over to my phone box and they still haven't called yet. I hope they phone before I go to bed at 8.

I need to get some new baby chicks. Another chicken died this year. Boo.

Davy Jones. He was too young to die.

Tomorrow I guess

Supper. What am I going to have?

I want to be on good terms with the father of my baby, I want to be friends with him but its not possible as he sends nasty emails if I have contact with him.

I really wanted so much to have a relationship with him as I love him very much and enjoy being with him, no one better, but I cant even see him infrequently without him remembering something I did wrong and sending me cross mails about it.

I had to change my phone number last summer as he kept making cross phone calls including through the night and since then Ive tried several times giving him a temporary mobile phone number but he just starts up with the cross calls and texts straight away .

Im accepting now that he cant not send me nasty emails etc as he has from the first few months of our relationship and nothing induces him to stop, even if Im very ill or got an essay due in.

I cant cope with getting nasty mails though, it makes me so stressed and have nightmares and feel sick, its not good for the pregnancy/baby as stress can cause stillbirth, I find it so hard to study and do my essays when Im getting nasty emails, its so stressful and hurtful.

So i shall have to have no contact with him, even if I want to as it will not change and I will just ruin my studies and childrens lives being too stressed and upset about the messages.

Its sad giving up on a dream of being with someone you love especially when they are the father of your child but i see no other path of action as he definitely will not stop sending nasty messages and I cant cope with them any more.

Ouh what next

thinking about making some inquiries regarding occupational choices..

What WP could look like in the future.

For some reason, I keep thinking about the Bizarro World from Superman comics. On that planet, everything is supposed to be opposite of what Earthlings consider normal. Up is down, right is left, pretty is ugly, south is north. So what does sex feel like there? One would think an orgasm must hurt like a heart attack! What's the incentive for the Bizarro people to copulate and thereby keep reproducing? That planet should be depopulated by now.

Unless the Bizarros just like it to hurt. Kinky animals.

I think I've been watching The Big Bang Theory too much.

Creepy creepers on the bus, and eyes that blatantly stare on the train.

Portal. ALWAYS.