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In the US, we have junior ROTC in high school, and regular ROTC in college. Should someone graduate ROTC, that someone would be an officer in the US Army.

All of my brothera were in a cadet training program here but then my dad moved us as always . They did very well in it.

I think I pissed off an online friend.

Thinking of what to say to my therapist for the first time in about three months.

I wish my dad had stability in his mind/heart/job, then everything else would have fallen into place long ago.
He kept moving in response to sociopathic/backstabbing (not to him but what he observed) people he saw around him that made him disgusted to work in the same environment as such people, or bullying happening for me - instead of just staying and accepting it - and dealing with it.

But I guess we'd have missed a lot of experiences and knowing different types of people and ways of looking at life...
So I guess that's good.

But being settled is important too.

my mom is on her way to visit after taking a battery of tests to make sure she was safe to travel -

she is there to rescue my brothers from themselves (like assisted living but... from her) -- and I feel so sad because she shouldn't have to do this. They should have been diagnosed and given meds and therapy long ago, and also they might not even have needed that much help,
if they hadn't been shifted every year or two and had a chance to live normal lives.

Holey shoes, step on rocks

Toe feels stiff and sore from last weeks leg buckling but appears fine visually

Senile

$$ running out. Starve to death under a bridge. Although that could be a good thing.

Mosquito bites

Ant infestation

Expand comfort zone

Accomplish something

No job interview this week or last week

Nobody is ever going to hire my worthless corpse and when they do they make me redundant s**t

Love exotic bean salad

Stupidass "friend" correctly told me that I keep talking about how it gets on my nerves the way idiots keep saying "huh" and "what" like it's the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me". This b***h is not willing. Don't know if I want to be her friend anymore. When she's happy it's like, celebration. When she's sad it's like catastrophe. Zero brakes. She is too loyal to Kayla b***h just because Kayla b***h is the head b***h. And Rolando penis. She keeps asking "why" and talks too much and too loud. Sometimes she hangs out with her sister after class instead of me but she can hang out with her sister any time s**t. She doesn't answer the email for a couple of days.

Maybe it would be better to have zero friends than her

Cory. Often ignores email. "Huh" and "what". Asks questions I already answered. Misses the point. Laughs annoyingly. Talks too much and too loud

Decomposing carcass

Worthless corpse

Rotting in the dungeon
.
Hopefully a car runs over my worthless corpse tomorrow.


Nobody gives a rats arse about me s**t

Smoke and mirrors

I have Aspergers!
You have Aspergers!
We all have Aspergers!

hoping i will be able to fit in in spain.

I wish I could move to Spain, or almost anywhere else in the world, before the SHTF.

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Same.

all of the r/aww nonsense on the front page of reddit i see every day won't make me like pitbulls. not even a little bit

Just trying to distract myself because while my prognosis is very good (diagnosed last week with nodular sclerosis classic Hodgkin’s lymphoma), I’m starting chemo next week, and I admit that I am afraid of how bad that’s going to be (ABVD is specifically what I’ll be getting).

i love rainy days

It turns out there is a terrific shortage of freezers, big chest type freezers, and canning lids. I get the canning lids. Everyone is canning in August. But freezers? Everyone has bought out all the freezers in Lowes and Home Depot, etc, for all of south Florida.

I'd imagine it's so they don't have to go to the grocery store as often. Or something more extreme, like worries about the supply chain behind affected, or WWIII? Let's just hope they don't buy up so much stuff that others leave the store empty handed.