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Are you going to live in Spain, Kip?

Was it really that bad?

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I'm on series 2 of Dark and not sure whether it's too late to quit watching it. I find it absolutely boring.

I wonder if there's an even more shorten version of spelling based sternography, based on one's muscle memory and handwriting.

Making a personal shorthand that's seems like a bunch of specific scrawl but otherwise correct...


I can train my hand just fine.
It's my head and how I encode and decode the symbols is what I have to give effort.

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Well finally got around to watching the execution I guess of Daniel Shaver, it was really disgusting to watch. The f*****g cop threatened to shoot the guy at least 5 times before finally giving him deadly simon says instructions. I mean the guy literally laid on the ground while they arrested the other person that was in the room. Then as you can see in the video that guy was trying to the best of his ability to follow the officers ridiculous demands, he even said 'please don't shoot me sir, I am trying to----then he got cut off by the officer telling him to shut up and reiterating basically 'If you make a mistake I will shoot you dead' So of course the guy got scared and couldn't actually keep up on following the shouts of the officer with the assault rifle trained on him. So at one point on hand and knees he crawls towards a wall obviously having lost a bit of balance tries to catch himself to keep from falling(that is where the hand reaches back) and the officer shoots him dead while he is literally crying and asking not to be shot. And I am supposed to respect the thin blue line....yeah no thanks.

f*****g shoot a civilian and get rehired.....then retired so you can receive payments for PTSD problems because you f*****g shot an unarmed civilian in a hotel hallway. I don't doubt a trigger happy cop that finally shoots someone for a power trip could get PTSD from that. But so he gets a nice retirement...and what did the family of the innocent man killed get? I mean I am sorry but from what I saw of the video if that officer has PTSD from the incident...well good, you should't just get to shoot an unarmed civilian to death and get away scar free. Unfortunatly seems that is the intent of the legal system...but if that officer really does have PTSD than he f*****g deserves it for shooting that guy. I cannot even belive the 'I thought he had a gun' if he had a gun would he have been saying 'please don't shoot, I am trying to do what you say and then did his best to crawl towards the officer. And are they really so blind they couldn't see the guy was in a t shirt and underwear and had nowhere to even put a gun that would have been able to take out hte armed officers. Very clearly in the video that s**tbag cop sets up a deadly simon says game for that poor man threatens him at least 3 times with 'if you make a mistake I will shoot you, and you may not live' Not if you resist or sruggle against arrest simply 'if you make a mistake I will kill you' so at that point the poor guy is probably already scared out of his mind trying to do what the officer says but failing and stuff because he's f*****g terrified and just wans to get out alive and the f*****g cop shoots him at least 5 times the instant he f***s up on a direction. I had to note that the guy was litterally pretty much crying at the point he was shot...like he wasn't fighting the officer just on the ground crying and the f*****g officer shoots him point blank with at least 5 bullets. Yet the officer is on the payroll of his police department making bank for his 'PTSD' from shooting a civilian to death. And what I m supposed to feel pride if I see some s**tbag flying a blue line flag? At least for me I just treat the blue line flag as if its a vandalism of the flag in my eyes anyone who flies that disgusting flag might as well be flying the confederate flag.

f**k the goddamn cops...nobody want's them around at least in poor communities, they ruin everything they can. So yeah f**k the goddamn blue line and anyone who displayes it.

Couldn't do this this year - social distancing would give the game away - & I'm not brave enough to do this but...

It would be really funny if someone dressed up in old fashioned clothing, looked confused around themselves, approached a stranger & asked what year it was. And acted shocked when told 2020 or whatever... I wonder what the stranger's reaction would be?

Yeah I'm not gonna bother with Dark. If I don't enjoy a TV show then there's no reason to keep going with it. And their fans (not Temeraire, I mean their die hard fans on Reddit) are really annoying and pretentious. Not for liking a hard to understand TV show, heck I like enough weird pomo fiction & films to get called 'pretentious' but because they say things like 'you won't enjoy it unless you have a high IQ like me' . It's not about that for me, it's about how slow & repetitive it is.

I find books easier than TV but I think that's a rare opinion. Couldn't get through 'Normal People' as a TV show but I read it as a book.

The song Different Drum by the Stone Poneys has been stuck in my head all morning.

i wish i had a girlfriend

One thing that is 'they're all the same' in a racist way is how footballers are compared.

It doesn't seem to be style based 100%.

If a black guy is good at football, they'll say he's like a black guy of the past who played in his position. Rather than saying he's like a white guy of the past who played in his position.

They do it with nationality too.

I understand it with Karamoko cos they compare him to his brother. I understand it with Eddy cos he's the best player & also cos Henrik was mixed race & Swedish rather than French anyway. But it's a bit silly where it seems to happen all the time.

Weird cravings.

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Twitter needs to make a 'this person is making rape threats' report button.

Some creep was saying he was 'pro contact MAP' & his 'aoa' was '0-8'...

Which in non coded language: he was a paedophile, not seeking therapy or anything, who wanted to rape babies and children up to the age of 8.

I reported him for threatening violence as that was the closest I could think of.

Makes me so angry that there's sickos out there like that. Esp since the site lets 13-16 yos on it.

He said he was in the Netherlands otherwise I'd report to our police or to FBI. I can't talk Dutch. I hope someone reports him to Dutch police.

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Reminded again how very different I am from most women, autistic or not. Heh, sometimes even I forget that I'm agender, since I grew up thinking I was and being conditioned as if I was female.

I've come to accept more and more over the years that having an ASD diagnosis is a way to know oneself, find workarounds for problems, and accept that you are not as capable as most people. Setting a reasonable goal and not exhausting myself to reach it, has made me more appreciative of my life in general.