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Yeah, finally put an order on contact lens via online shopping.

Made few research in between... The reviews, the risks, etc.


Of course I'm a bit at least worried.
But I shall take any consequences or pay any price should things go wrong.

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When we went on holiday with the cousins and when it was my family's turn to entertain the younger generation they thought about what they might like that we did and when it was their family's turn to entertain me, they just did what my uncle wanted to do which was his usual with no thought at all for if it was aspie friendly.

I wonder if it's normal to retain the emotions from such things cos it still angers me to think about it.

I did get good BBQ food out of it and Doritos though.

Also annoyed by when I was younger and my childminder insisted we went to the park and did all the stuff at the park and all I wanted to do was read so I tried to hog the swing and she wouldn't let me. She should've just let me sit on a bench.

NTs want to teach aspie kids that they'll have to get used to the 'real world' but that's nonsense. As an adult, I don't do anything I don't want to do unless it's something necessary like going to the dr or paying rent.

Reality. Has. No. SUBTITLES.

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Got quite a lot accomplished today.
Is this the difference between medicated and non medicated?

Looking at pictures sent by my mom group photo black n white..
How classy moms side were .
Esp her elder sis.

The lady J Alcott sent me free extras that I never asked for...just to be nice... she also wrote me a really nice message praising me n i want to tell her its cuz ppl are a reflection.. She brings out the best in others, in other words

Knickers are called underpants and y-fronts are called pants... hmm...
Someone might think you had to put on ladies pants then men's

I love the last name Alcott
it reminds me of the author

I wonder whether donations to places like shelters fr homeless men downtown...are actually being utilized properly n whether there is someone checking ...

My nice brother told me among other things he has learned in uni..

the CIA among other things intentionally introduced certain horrific drugs in certain areas to destabilize them even more

My school in KSA had teachers who actually claimed to have CIA background n one of them tolf us things that recently have come true.. Well the principal was in the American army originally.however vibes were not good.

Creepy as hell. Vibes of untrustworthy or double facedness.

He came up to me once randomly n told me he had been stationed fr years in my mom's original city.


He knew everything about everyone...


That school they also utilized school funds inappropriately n it was v v corrupt.
My teac;er Mr Moore who was later fired under false n stupid pretence by the aforementioned creepy principal tried to expose it simply fr our sakes n families'..

One teacher told us (inappropriately as it was not to do with the subject but it was a class of Egyptian boys and me... so they knew how to get her off track)
That they introduce things in Hollywood films that they plan to introduce approximately 70 years down the road
She was one of the teachers who said she had worked with CIA (other one was my brothers teacher mr. D)

How many courses should I actually take this upcoming semester and how I find the balance between trying to accomplish as much as possible towards my degree so I can graduate ASAP and making sure I don't get stressed out and feel overloaded. I want to make sure I pass and do well in everything I take so I don't know how to make sure that happens.

I'm aspie & I know the phrase 'between these 4 walls'. OK, I think my family made it up but some NT types esp online don't seem to understand the concept... Sometimes you can think things which might offend others but if you want to vent them? Do it so they can't hear you, so you're not spreading it and only amongst your nearest & dearest with the acknowledgement that yes, it's problematic to feel that way.

Really wish mum hadn't got her dog cos I think that's why my cousin doesn't realise I have an intense phobia of dogs & lets her puppy leap on me.

Feel like I don't have an equal relationship w my cousins & it's gone back years. Even when I was a kid I remember mum telling me 'they have a better auntie but you have a better mum' Cos my auntie was so bad with me and I was jealous of how good mum was with them.

So tired and headache. Wish I had help
xH legally shd split weekends based on what he himself said n signed on but doesn't. It sure would help if he did follow through with a legally binding agreement that was mainly if not entirely formulated on his own wishes

Do believe suicide is a human right. As everything thats wrong is allowed to happen ...
ppl even mutilate n damage each other n get away with it ...

why shd we have to put up with it and live with what they did to us ?

Things NTs hate...

1 Their own company
2 Their own homes

My home's nothing to write home (lol) about but I like it. I love the comfort of my own bed.

Someone on twitter is whinging about not writing in a coffee shop anymore. I love writing from my bed & doing art work at my desk.

I don't mind my own company because I don't have a guilty conscience & I'm not so boring I need someone else to replace me as my OWN company.

Some other people are nice bonuses. Too many/the wrong other people are annoying.