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i have decided that watermelon is a type of cucumber and henceforth shall use the two interchangeably

An article on suicide in The Haven that I've just read. There's a girl who will always be remembered for feces.

Simply thinking of things that relates to something that I had read about in piece of fiction..

Outcomes, inevitable interaction, and possible things never explored.

In the chill night air it hit me. With my new(re)found depression, I'm still more content than I've been in weeks, for it fits me like a glove. I hardly feel like myself without it, it would seem. And at least it seems to keep the anxiety at bay. Now, if I only had had my liquorice...

wondering why even when good things do happen such as likely job oppurtunities, everything still feels just as pointless.

My Wii Fit+ workout took longer than I thought it was going to, but it's worth it.

How much of a loser I am and how hard it is to stay positive in light of the current situation

Today President Santorum sent Vice President Palin to Paris for the Iranian Peace Talks. That should scare anyone.

Heartache... how I've never felt it until now... and that I can't seem to eat anything because of it

How lonely i am and how im honestly better off dead.

Not really knowing what to say to certain people so as not to create any sense of distance from an emotional standpoint..

earlier today i realized i have a belief that i am a good person, and that this belief is causing tension because it conflicts with the way people actually treat me. i do not appear good to them. if what they think conflicts with what i believe, then i feel compelled to devalue their beliefs in order to maintain my own. so believing i am good stands in the way of actually being good. if instead of devaluing my conception of the other, i stop giving value to whatever thought is feeling threatened, then there is no more reason to find fault with them.

How my parents are starting to annoy me -_-

They know I feel terrible and keep trying to manipulate me to stay with one of them. I'm not going to my father's place because he doesn't have alcohol available, nor does he know I drink... and my mother's place has a bunch of annoying loud animals. I keep telling them I need my space in quiet solitude for a good part of my days right now >_>

I mean, I always prefer to be alone and away from most people including them, but right now I think I need the quiet and peaceful aloneness of my home even more.

Seriously, let me be alone with my grief >_>

Tim Burton/Johnny Depp movies and My Little Pony... Oh special interests, we may have gone through some rough times together, but at the end of the day, you're still the ones for me!

I think I may have deflated...something in poor geoff by bringing attention to his lack of time to date.

Now I think he's gone into self pity/hopeless mode and sees no point in logging on.