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Where did it all go wrong?

What a good day this is shaping up to be.

when i be able to get my own internets in a few days ok, sh-t. i have to be very carefull not to loose this free connection
any and i do mean any sudden wrong move with the computer could be disasterous~

i can only get it in one corner of my room. nobody move ok

Trying to figure out what to do to get myself to go to bed..
Thinking about a ted talk I watched related to environment and climate change...
Wondering where my book about decoding is because that would be a good book to read..
Thinking about the solar activity this evening and how it has been fairly stable.. and wondering if any kinds of patterns will emerge as I watch the activity levels over an extended period of time...
and... I might just draw some pictures before bed.. maybe the sun and sun spots.. or just space type pictures....

I gotta get my FAFSA taken care of for summer quarter.

Wondering about a couple of things:

1) Will tomorrow (technically later today) be the day that the trailer for Dark Shadows finally gets released?
2) How long is it going to take me to get to the troll parts in Homestuck? I read somewhere that they show up in Act 5 but I'm impatient to get there since I've been reading it for hours and haven't even gotten past Act 2 yet.

coffee then i'll be putting some deathmetal on in my room

I'm worried because my ducklings have diarrhea and are sneezing. I put them on some poultry antibiotics last night, and hopefully the feed store will have so electrolyte mix to add to their food.

Why I feel like I am doing bugger all with my life.

The fact that my dog won't come to me instead of annoying my dad.

going for a walk. i need to build more connections in my brain

Just thinking about what I'm going to do with my life now

I think after my emotions stop going haywire between optimistic and wanting death, that I'll learn to drive. I've been mortified of driving in the past, but now I feel it's something I'm going to learn to do so I can leave this ugly Southern Californian dust pit

I think I'll leave after getting my license and move up to where my grandparents used to live in Washington. I don't know if I'll stay there long, I just feel I need to get the hell on with my life, hit the road no matter what, and not ending up back feeling trapped in a life of just existing. I remember that part of Washington (Anacortes) being beautiful when I was a small Lace-Bane

Although I have family in Olympia, and some other parts of Washington as well that I could look into

My dad has a small white truck he said I could have... so all that's in the way is emotional crap and the time it takes to obtain my license

The fact that I've actually had a good time at my parents house this Saturday and I'm still there and I've spent most of the day in the TV room instead of the spare bedroom, because I had nothing to feel self concious about like I did, two weeks ago.

getting dressed, brushing my teeth, coffee, multi-vitamin. then its back online where the real fun begins

Please let everything be ok

*edit* power outage maybe? That site is listing some in his area...