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Stiff neck again.

It is really hot again today.

I can’t get out of bed.

Lots to do again.

Heartburn and mother.

One of our dogs had 9 pups a couple of months ago.  1 didn't make it, likely due to an internal defect.  6 were given to good homes.  They're fine.  The last 2 were happy, peppy little pups until 2 days ago, when they started slowing down.  Yesterday, they showed little interest in food or play.  They did not make it through the night.

(Keep in mind this is a part of the Philippines where veterinary services are both rare and expensive.)

This morning, their mother kept sniffing the spot where their bodies were found.  I called her name, and she just looked at me and barely wagged her tail.  I held her and talked to her, saying her name and calling her a good dog over and over.  Eventually, she looked up at me, wagged her tail and licked me on the chin.

I am certain she feels something akin to human grief.  Poor thing.  All of the pups from her previous litter died, too.

I just can't. ^

the heat and the dog losing her puppies and being in grief about that.

Construction is ongoing on our street.

My dad guilt-tripping me. Just what I need.

At least I can recognize it for what it is now.

Confusion about if my Aunt is coming to see us today.

I have hurt my knee & it hasn't gone away, still.

People keep misspelling my name. It is annoying because my name is on my email, along with a big ol' signature at the bottom of my emails.

Ugh.

I have to go to a store and it will be busy. I hope not to busy.

I mention that I won't be going to the county fair this year because I cant afford to & that I'm OK with her going without me(she could probably go with her sister) & she gets mad at me even thou she ran up a lot of credit-card debt & is expecting my help to make her minimum payments. I did not blame her in any way when I said I won't go to the fair & I don't think I sounded upset. I should be yelling at her but I'm too defeated to since she can not change her behaviour no matter how I try to explain things unless she shuts down for a while. I hate talking to myself when I'm trying to have a discussion with someone

Other people's mental health, and the fact they gaslight me about it like I'm to blame or I'm their saviour when I don't have a spoon to my name.

It would be proper brilliant if anyone could ever deal with their own crap or give more than a rat's arse about mine.