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There was a bird flu outbreak near my granddad's.

He decided to forego the turkey because of it.

Instead he's having chicken.

I don't think he thought it through very well...

I'm going to either stick to nut roast or have just veg.

Well I'm currently on a trip . More so in an effort to keep myself safe from my self in my new place. But I am looking forward to a change of scenery and somewhere to shoot hoops etc. I miss being proactive on WP ..
Yes so that means I'm sleeping on the street , weird hey considering I have a house. But anything to keep myself safe

What's the actual point of coming out trans if your family continue to buy you the wrong clothes?

Best ways to lure someone out;

Entice them, impress them or trigger them.

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Upon being asked what I wanted to order for breakfast from my family’s preferred brunch place, I said I’d just snack on some leftover fruit/veggies from Christmas if I was hungry because I need to actively start trying to lose the weight I gained on chemo. My dad promptly pointedly told me, “That probably means eating less junk and stuff.”
No, really? That couldn’t possibly be why I just said I’d have fruit/veggies instead of my usual waffle and bacon, could it?

Barb didn't understand why I'm so against the month of January until today. I broke down in tears and told her that this is what I'm like all through the month of January. I told her that I put on a tough exterior around her and Dean through the month of January. When I'm alone, I cry the way that I just did at the restaurant. This was this morning. I told her that I'm going to have to deal with the same social pressures that I have my whole life and nothing ever seems to change for Transgender people and that's why nothing ever changes on New Year's Day. I also told her that the world certainly changed this year but not in the way that I was hoping.

Past couple of days even more exhausted than usual (Covid symptom)

Yesterday, eight pieces of wheat bread, tomato, carrot. Over thirty minutes diarrhea.
(Covid symptoms)
Breakfast

Hungry

Lunch
Four exotic bean salad. Under one pound tuna salad. Soy milk. Diarrhea

Good thing today only work 2.75 hours instead of eight

Suspect undiagnosed medical condition

If I answer the health check at work truthfully then they make me leave the facility

Besides diarrhea could have a lot of etiology (cause) not just Covid

If my worthless corpse calls in sick every time it had symptoms, the wild animals at work, like my boss, will make my worthless corpse redundant

Then it will take a lot of time money and energy to trick the next spider into making the mistake of hiring my worthless corpse for slavery minimum wage

Besides they have no method of finding out if you had diarrhea unless you have diarrhea at work and the toilet doesn't flush because clogged

Three toilets in the men's bathroom at work. One employee bathroom

Day laborers constantly in the bathroom hogging the toilet

Lot Attendants Micah and Adam on the toilet a lot

Lunch thirty minutes

Break fifteen minutes

Boss curt and condescending. Misprounces my name

But lil dips**ts are doing their best and be true to yourself

please do not be true to yourself

But "Beggars can't be choosers"

Desparate

Error propogation, mispronounced my name, physics

Physics, freudian free association

Everything reminds me of physics

Can't get over it

Subconscious biases

Rearranging the carts. Fully simplified answer in physics.

Alpha waves dreams about Physics

My worthless corpse pathetic apathetic

Destroyed from the inside out

Decomposing

Survival of the fittest

One foot in the grave

One day at a time

One foot in front of the other

Here and now

Some 15 year old on instagram insulted my looks and said I look like "an alcoholic Stephanie Patrick."

Their profile actually said they were on the spectrum. I was like, "damn, you should know how hurtful stuff like that can be."

I mean, okay, 15 yo kids are immature, but still it wasn't nice to be called ugly based on my insta pic.

^ I'm sorry somebody said that to you That's definitely a hurtful thing to say.

The Bluetooth on my phone still isn't working and I keep putting off going to get my phone looked at at the Apple store because I hate going to the mall and don't think it's probably a good idea right now too.

Technology is stupid, gack.

I did some pretty dumb things too when I was 15, but rly, can you say "little brat?" I hope she grows out of it.

Woke up.
Thought it's been minutes.
It's been hours.

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I'm going to stay off here & twitter tomorrow until evening.

I think it might help me concentrate on reading.

$500 on Slim-Fast or $500 on a Lego gingerbread house?