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The side of my hand is really hurting today

*sigh* I'm back. I've just had so much to deal with right now. My mom has been acting hostile towards everyone in the house because of some new medication she is on which frankly is turning her into a Class A *****.

Yesterday my fat diabetic ass tried to go for a walk to get exercise and I got chased down and nearly bitten by one of the viscious mutts in my trailer park that roam free because none of the meth heads take care of their animals here and animal control refuses to do anything about the situation.

Speaking of meth heads, the neighbors who live right across our street had their trailer burn down today because the woman who lives there was so crazy and high she set the place on fire on purpose.

And no I don't feel sorry for those junkies because they've har plenty of chances to het her help but instead they not only ebable her but they joined in on the meth making too.

And I can't help but feel that somebody should have went to JAIL over this fir endangering the the whole damn neighborhood!


But that aint how it works I guess. The cops around here are so goddamn lazy and crooked.


I'm really getting so fed up with the world and all the people like this. -_-

A few more days of 'superstorms' on the way.
At least my visitors got home safely.

Anxiety

My brother has COVID.

It was three years ago today that the best friend that I had in college passed away. We were so much like each other, I'm surprised that we didn't have the same last name. I got high on an energy drink and than I got high on some Emergen-C.

Anxiety

I have a cold, so I can't go outside to watch the fireworks... I mean, if it was around -3 Celsius or something out there I'd probably go anyway, but -16 is a bit too much in my condition.

That David Bowie album.

Even sitting outside with earmuffs on I could still hear what sounded like cats being killed.

Then being told it's my fault I dont like DB.

Maybe play it when I'm not home?
I legit felt like stabbing myself.

Just knowing that fireworks will go off at midnight and I will be so scared in bed that I'll be dreaming about those British soldiers.

i wanted to go swiming at the beach today,
the water is like sewer water so no swimming for me

Dryer sweatpants made legs itchy

Rain

Head cashier had the nerve to mispronounce my name and say "huh" and insist she did pronounce it correctly. f**k that b***h. And why the hell do those idiots say "huh" instead of excuse me "?

Emotional overeating

Safeway didn't have lentil salad

It's January now. My appetite is gone. I feel like I'm going to hurl.

The endless grey skies and relentless weeks of drizzle, downpours and damp. New years day should be bright and sunny and cold, just right for a walk. It's way too warm. The ground is saturated.

Also the lights keep flickering. We've had 3 power cuts in the last week. I suspect we're looking at a fourth today.

Can I move to England? I want a bright, sunny day.

Probably not. We're not currently welcoming to immigrants unless they are wealthy. Are you wealthy?

But if i wasn't clear, it's been raining persistently for what seems like weeks here, sunshine has been in very short supply.