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My ambitions exceed my executive function.

Distracting myself by redoing my island in Animal Crossing: New Horizons. Mostly consisting of organizing trees and taming the floral overgrowth. When I started playing, I didn’t know that if you don’t fence them in, those things are worse than the weeds

Trying not to have a particular other thing on my mind, only having marginal success.

My first vaccine is on April 26th

Caution. And visitors.
No work for a week now until the numbers go down, boss says.

So do other business.
So do other people's plans.
Then the numbers go up again.

Repeat the cycle.

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I had a meltdown the other day and my head still hurts. I hate when I have a bad meltdown and end up getting hurt during it.

I think my online friend and Crush hates me now. Oh well i don't feel as upset as i should be.

Reciprocity

Marveling how I, an f-ing autistic, understand this concept and some supposedly NT people don't.

Thinking that on an intellectual level they do, but they think so little of me they don't think I deserve reciprocity, or they think I won't notice it's lacking.

Once you're liberated from working for someone else you have much more freedom in regards to how you wish to present to society.

"Get your own".

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Seriously? You're joking, right?!

We might go to the park tomorrow and I am very excited.

once again,
those hoops of diagnose, im too bored with them, or/and too stubborn
why in the h let someone else decide upon you, haha
superiority by authority

while 'superior education" leads to 'superior sheeple', or as 'we' say, because your pay is higher you are more right

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i cried every day in school, not much point in masking heeeh
strangely i still liked going to school, the guards of mocking had to be passed going in and going out,
and in the playground, and foremostly physical ed, i always felt the teacher had a personal bias against me
i never told that, nor other actions i don't care to recall
(sometimes when trying, ah my mother had a set of catchphrases to kill any query, eg, fools ask questions that wise men cannot answer)
at home i was always in the eating wars, from birth (as i heard) it was difficult, i couldn't be allowed more flaws then that
oh i must do eye tests?? really? why should i care about other peoples' eyes
what i found is they play with you for any nonsense reason, also that liars are more hardend believers of themself then anywan speaking non-profitably
ear-wise i'm too vulnerable, now do that to your eyes as well, goodluck with that
be that goodold empaat-slave

My to do list for today.
1. Start writing.
2. Cook that cabbage
3. Start reading!
4. Watch at least 2 episodes of that cdrama.

It's official. I caught them in the act.
And they didn't realized the door was even open.

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