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Anxiety

My mom yelled at me earlier today just because I wanted to buy milk for her.

She accused me of lying, so she went to go buy milk herself.

I can no longer wear my cloth helmet out in public. More of a reason for me to keep Schultz as an avatar. If I can't be myself on WP, where can I be myself. Nowhere.

Anxiety

I've found out that there was a shooting Kansas City yesterday.

the day laborer (that had the nerve to reach under the bathroom door and stomp on my foot, in 2021 and 2022), came back to home depot. when i walked past, the ret*d ass hole had the nerve to scream "boo!" @ me. i just ignored him, but i felt like i should've responded.

a customer asked "do you work @ home depot?". i answered "not in Plumbing". two lil f*****s had the nerve to burst out laughing like it was the funniest thing in the solar system, s**t.

Nightmare

Selfish and heartless people

Snow

I woke up from my nap with explosive diaharea and the right side of my body is hurting. I still plan to get some sweeping done before supper as well as getting underneath my fridge and my oven. Pain has been a part of my life since 2012. I should be used to it by now. The pain I put my body through with the chores today is pain that I won't have to deal on Monday because those chores will be done. I've turned a negative into a positive.

Now, if I can handle emotional pain with the same stoic attitude as physical pain....never mind.

My housemates treat the kitchen floor as if it was outside ground. They make no effort to keep things from falling or dripping there, and they don't clean it. It's their place, so whatever, but it gets so wet and greasy that I can't just wear slippers there, and I'm constantly stepping on something. So, I wash it seven times with soap, and after the very first meal they prepare, it looks like it's never been cleaned.

I'll have to wait until the floor dries before I can even go in there. I'm hungry.

For that matter, after half a century of life I've learned not to prepare meals that are so hard to clean up after. Not regularly, anyway. But they'll have a pan of grease they have to dispose of and they'll dirty more dishes with a single meal than I will in a week. And sometimes they don't have the energy and they'll instead order carry out that they can't afford.

Autism sucks, but it has its efficiencies.

I just do for no reason.

No reason at all.
Makes no sense.

It's just neurobiochemistry. Annoying.

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Headache

Kitchen smoke. How is there always so much kitchen smoke?

I could go in there out of curiosity, but I'm pretty sure they could make kitchen smoke running water.