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27 Sep 2009, 11:49 am

it is, indeed. so you were serious? wow, i wonder what your dad had going through his head at the time!



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27 Sep 2009, 11:55 am

She told me he said the hairs on the back of his neck stood up. Apparently I had seen the photo of the monk who died by self immolation to protest the Viet Nam War. I said I thought it would be best for everybody if I did this too. I don't remember it, but just goes to show you how far back your problems can go. But I'm better now. :)



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27 Sep 2009, 12:09 pm

that's what i would have done.....children say the darnest things....ha ha ha.



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27 Sep 2009, 12:13 pm

That's how I'm inappropriate usually-being too honest about myself. I'll shut up now.



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27 Sep 2009, 12:19 pm

i can be the same. i hate the silence when you realize what you said was wrong......*sigh*



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27 Sep 2009, 12:27 pm

I don't really see it as wrong-people can say anything to me-but maybe it's because of years of therapy-I agree though I would rather people tell me rather than give me the look or silence. Frankly I have a soap box to stand on. It is important to me to be honest and open about my depression and my alcoholism. I want people to know they don't have to feel ashamed about asking for help.



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27 Sep 2009, 12:41 pm

yeah, your right i suppose. but the fact that i made someone awkward still embarasses me. :/. i try to be honest. ive found over the years, i got a lot less honest though. :(. i lie about my intentions soooo much : (. makes me feel like s**t.
i'm sorry about your alcoholism and depression. i can relate to depression but not the former.



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27 Sep 2009, 12:44 pm

I'm OK-Taking meds and sober for almost 10 years-nice chatting with you-I have to go browbeat my son about his school project.



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27 Sep 2009, 12:48 pm

oh, that's really nice, though! it was nice chatting to you, too.



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27 Sep 2009, 12:50 pm

I was very quiet and withdrawn (just as I am today). My mother thought I was an easy child compared to my wild and attentionseeking brother
But the older I went the less problems she got with him and more with me....


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27 Sep 2009, 1:02 pm

why? because you had more social issues?
ive never made my issues the problem of my parents....i dont trust them enough.



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27 Sep 2009, 1:08 pm

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I asked if a tapestry of the Last Supper was a barbecue




thats awesome, i still to this day remember having to draw a picture of the last supper, so i drew a huge table, then 11tybillion feet underneath, and then like 4 bodies sitting at the table. so it looked like 4 people were sitting at the table but there were 3 times as many feet sticking out. it still cracks me up when i think about it lol

i also could read at the age of 2 but i couldnt tie my shoes until i was in 3rd grade

i also used to cry every time the noon whistle would blow down at the firehouse

i was looking at some old photo albums recently, and i look pissed off in every single pic. :D haha. there are a lot more examples but i gotta go to work, i was a weird kid.



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27 Sep 2009, 1:12 pm

I was aggressive and easily angered, I can remeber constantly arguing with the neighbor boy and painting his house in different colours :oops: :lol: :oops: I got a few friends eventually, one of them goes at my school now, I pass him often, but he doesn't recognize me 8O. I was into conversations with my parents friends, and was labeled as somewhat advanced in language, I also cut my own hair many times, until I was discovered. I was into PC and videogaming, and I was annoyed of the ADHD neighbor who showed me inappropriate movies :x. The stupidiest thing I can remember I did was to fill up at least 20 waterballoons and pop them in the bed, and the NASTIEST thing I regret doing was to fill the whole garage with snails

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27 Sep 2009, 1:21 pm

that snail thing was funny! so was the last supper picture. XD

i wasnt too bad of a kid, i didnt like displeasing people. but i remember one time, we had this sort of rocking chair thing, but it was shaped like a wierd wooden boat, so two kids could ride it like a seesaw. i rode it down the stairs once, and it smashed a hole in the wall :lol: . and i was obsessed with catching critters...one time i had a kritter keeper with 48 frogs in it that i had caught over the span of a couple days, and i opened the lid in the kitchen..... :oops: :lol: i think you know what happened next.



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27 Sep 2009, 1:35 pm

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why? because you had more social issues?


yeah I was sent off to the first shrink when I was less than 10 years old I think

loko wrote:
i was looking at some old photo albums recently, and i look pissed off in every single pic. :D haha.


haha, yeah me too, I can really see on those photos how disturbed I felt

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IThe stupidiest thing I can remember I did was to fill up at least 20 waterballoons and pop them in the bed, and the NASTIEST thing I regret doing was to fill the whole garage with snails

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LOOOL!!


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27 Sep 2009, 1:56 pm

xalepax wrote:
yeah I was sent off to the first shrink when I was less than 10 years old I think


lucky! i had to beg my mother in tears to take me to a shrink. she of course never did anything else to help. the shrink sucked, too.