Dear Fudo, You had not been evicted when I first joined, but you and I had not addressed each other until now. Unlike many here, I read the older threads, and when I find a thread I like, I frequently go back to the beginning and read the whole thing. That's when I became aware of the Immovable Fudo and many admirers. I notice that there are a lot of interesting people who apparently no longer participate, which is unfortunate, I think....I like to read different many points of view.
Regarding anxiety, I've got a few intense phobias of my own; fear of heights is the very worst! Can't do anything about it, I accept that it is not fixable, only avoidable. I've had some wonderful anxiety attacks, wound up in the E.R. twice, came close to fainting once in the past year, oh well, don't mean to mope, just want you to know that there's others here who have their own personal burdens of anxiety. You are certainly not alone in this.
Sylkat