Have you ever wanted to die?

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i was fairly "accident-prone" much of my life, and each of these "accidents" might well have done me in if it were indeed my time to go. also i had a few active attempts that were interrupted, one time with the rifle muzzle in my mouth as my parents walked in the house. somehow i couldn't do it just then. so all my past attempts somehow lost the name of action [as hamlet mighta put it]. otherwise i might not be here today. some might say i was fortunate to be inept [or had rotten timing] at this particular task.

Not that I assume you were including me, since I don't think I have as much of a presence as anyone else around here, but I don't like to really talk to anyone about my problems. I realize it only puts others down and drives them away from me. Guess I learned the hard way when I'd used to let out everything to girls I particularly cared for. So yeah, I don't waste others' or my own time anymore.