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That's a good plan.
I kinda understand. I've made PLENTY of repetitive frustrated posts when I was single & lonely & majorly depressed. I pushed away lots of people & it made things worse for me. I wish there was a better alternative than going to places like bars. I never been a big drinker & was straight-edge for a while so I never had any desire to go to any so I never done that but I've tried going to other places only to feel like even more of an outcast & unwanted Most all my interests involve things I do at home by myself & it sure s#cked to always be doing things by myself. I really like having my girlfriend around even if we are not doing the same exact thing. I think if you had a girlfriend who you related to, you wouldn't want to go to bars nearly as much but I'm just kinda speculating. I know getting a girlfriend can be extremely difficult for people like us sometimes
I've been called a pedo more than a few times online because of things I would post about but I never been called that offline to my face at least. Some people have made comments behind my back about me being creepy & looking back ,I kinda get why they thought that but I don't know how to mask & fit in like popular people do. My mind processes things much too slowly. Sometimes I have a realization about how I screwed up in social situations years later & then I feel mad at myself. Sorry I'm kinda rambling now. I really wish I could think of something that would help other than just telling you not to go to bars.

Maybe bars are different in the US compared to here in the UK?