(I don't know exactly how I feel right now...maybe 'agreeable'...I LIKE YOU to understand, people, whoever is reading this, i don't have alexythmya, but maybe I DO have some kind of dysregulation...who knows. But I'm a generally upbeat person, maybe pathological frivolous, when around other people. But on occasional, when I'm alone, i can feel bad, like i've been kicked down a flight of stairs...life can do that sometimes. BUT NEVER SHOW weakness , emotions,in public! "AKA act like a man" like don Corleone demonstrated, that is VERY MUCH part of my psyche.)