UndercoverAlien wrote:
Running away very far away seems like the only solution i can come with to re-corect my life but running away as a teenager is that legal i also can use some advice and stuff

It's not the only solution. You're going through a tough time, happens to us all. And no, it's not legal to run away as a teenager. You need top learn how to cope with your situation, 'coz honey, if you think this is bad, wait 'till you get older.
Plus, running away not only won't solve any problems, it will actually create new ones, tons of new ones. Trust me.