Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My ex called. I didn’t answer, but he left me an obnoxious voicemail.

The feeling that myriad doors have been slammed in my face , doors which helped me define who I am. Merely finding new doors is difficult enough before navigating the labyrinthine halls behind.
I got through chemically induced depression and landed in circumstantial depression.
After battling my way through that I am dumped in a new vat of crap.
I now have to wait months to see if there are new doors ahead.
In the meantime I search for how to reinitiate the reconstructed man or if this is even possible.

What is left on which to base the next iteration of myself?

I overslept when I took my afternoon nap.

Grrrr@ snapping a snotshovel

this was yesterday, I didn't feel too good my stomach was hurting so bad. I was forced to eat dinner early, my stomach was still hurting

My work has exhausted me a lot today

Insomnia

I just saw the commercial for the Olympic closing ceremonies. Of course I cried for a few seconds.

I'm still living here at the group home I soooo hate it here. I been looking for apartments, I'm tired of looking, everything is almost $2,000 or more. I been here for 4 months, it feels like 8 months without my cat. I have nothing, sometimes I want to die.

I had a friend from England who passed away 3 years ago. I'm missing him today.

Things are getting more worse. These people love being a broken record, telling me the same thing over & over, I want to put a sock in their mouth. When the two staff were in the living room, one person ordering me to take a shower, I was telling them something about me, words wasn't coming out of my mouth very good, they didn't listen too good, I completely lost it, I was yelling at them, I told them to shut up.

I saw that commercial again. I'm on the verge of tears. I hate my emotions. My week has been a rollercoaster ride. I almost left and I decided to stay. People end up leaving and it all comes down to politics. I don't give 2 s**ts if people don't like my music but don't bring politics into it.

My ex has been harassing me, and I don’t feel like I can do anything about it.

I went downstairs to get a soda and she had a cooking show on (which she did not seem to be watching).

So...while drinking my soda I ended up sitting on the couch watching a cooking show she was barely watching.

Two guys (at least one was apparently a famous chef) were cooking meat. Mostly one guy, the famous guy, was cooking and the other guy was mostly watching.

He used his hands to move the pieces of meat to the pan on the stove and to flip them and to take them off the plate to put them onto the serving plate. He used his hands to rub on spice (when they were finished cooking and just about ready to be eaten). Some butter was apparently needed for something so, of course, he used his fingers to push the pat of butter off the knife.

Oh, he also kept touching the meat while it was cooking. It didn't seem to be part of the preparation, just showing their texture.

EW!
Did I mention he scratched his nose?

I think I will be shuddering about this for a long time.

As far as I'm concerned they were illustrating a wonderful base for a comedy/horror movie. Just cooking with a lot of unsanitary stuff going on. It would scare me, horrify me, and give me nightmares! YUCK!