What's on your mind right now?

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I was remembering how weird last night was. Me and my friend were talking at college when we heard quiet music and decided to follow it for some reason. Our school's in a small, peaceful town so we felt safe walking through it together at night. When we found the concert that the music was coming from we felt like we were walking into a trap so we followed our instincts and left. We went to a cafe and had smoothies and cupcakes before leaving to go back to school. That night wouldn't have been as much fun if it was normal

I'm not ready to be 16. I'm happy just being 15. Luckily, I have until December to be ready.

I wish I wasn't 17 already, I feel like a lot of my younger years were robbed

Pondering the stupidity of my neighbours.. Wishing they could go fight and curse somewhere else. Hoping they never reproduce but saddened by the thought that they probably already have.

Is now jealous of you two lol to be 15-17 again.. I kinda had a grip on things back then.. Or hadn't long since lost it anyway :/

Maybe I need a bit of excitement, but then again, I don't think that'd work. I think I'll just stay tired

whatever will be,
is what i will see
if i continue to bother to look.

life as it is,
does not matter to me
cause i do not see gobbledegook.


i am blind to the kind
of the thoughts that are had
by minds that by fashion are took

those that astound me
are those that surround me.

i think i'll leave my phone off the hook.

Im wondering if I have the time to do a distance learning course, maybe in Bayesian probability

Gah... still no response

Er... what is also on my mind, is I've felt very... cold today

I went out for a good few hours to get a meal and fetch a bottle of Rye before the weekend, and then some necessities from a store on the way back, but all of the human interaction I had... felt so hollow

It was startling... I would hear myself speak to people, and thought, "I sound kind of... agitated", but they seemed to react with more conversation and friendliness than normal.

While I didn't ignore these people, I couldn't help but notice that I felt so out of touch that I didn't feel I was talking to beings of my kind. I really did feel like a big solitary cat communicating to dogs with everyone I saw today. And I felt I was very goal seeking... like I went out to do things... and did them in succession without any interest in or thought to what I was doing

I even sat down to eat among people, and I felt I was in a room of ghosts

I suppose it could just be because I have something heavy sitting on my mind... but it's odd that people gave much more pleasant reactions while I was cold hearted

Also, I noticed that same hobo was at the bus stop . Every time I'm there, he goes pee near me . I almost want to report him because he's disgusting, but I don't want him hurt .

I don't understand why he would stay at that covered bus stop every day... all day long. That would drive me insane. Although he clearly seems delusional. I can't understand it. I would hike north and hide in the mountainy forests to survive... this guy stays in the heat near so many cruel people and noise . I would rather pierce both of my ears simultaneously with a bullet of a revolver than live with such an existence. Although, maybe he's a social creature, who craves human contact even though it will never be pleasant while in his state. I feel bad for him despite not liking him for peeing next to me and saying crazy things to try to get me to share my alcohol with him

I've got to be the last person left on WP who actually enjoys religious holidays. Most of WP have drifted away from them, from what I see. I'm not going to let that change the things that I enjoy. I enjoy Christmas, Thanksgiving and Easter.

I can't help that I notice I appear very cold and lifeless

I don't feel cold and lifeless where my mind is at, which is at thoughts about someone I care about, but outside of that... I do sound pretty cold today... I don't think I'll speak here until I loosen up for now

Currently, mind boggled by why people would ask for advice if they don't want to hear the truth. Why would you ask for the truth and then when you hear it, go and ignore it or be in denial, instead of actually doing something about it? What, is the truth not convenient for these people or something? Since when was the truth supposed to be convenient and fit so nicely into your current little world that it doesn't change anything? Friggin' never! *shakes head at the pointlessness of it all*

Should have bought that other bloody townhouse. Should have ignored the building's age altogether.

I'll have to take it easy on the food this weekend if I want to see a loss when I weigh myself on my Wii balance board when I weigh myself on Monday.