Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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The engine thought I read all of the posts, so I got left out of several days (and thought it was quiet). Unfortunately, those happened to be the good, well-thought posts (not the white lie but the figurative foot-in-mouth truth) that reinforced the idea that humans can and do care for each other.

being a failure

Clumsy Aspergian voice-volume modulation issues...

Join the club

The trick is not to care

I wrote a song for that!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aMYfGU_yXU8

As for me...I hate the blocking system on okcupid...it's so stupid.

I'm tired and sore.

All I've eaten today is gum and chocolate and I feel fat.

one thing that bothers me is zack fair never made it into dissidia 012. of all the ff characters he was one of the top wanted potential dissidia characters of mine.

and every time i play the game i am reminded of that. good thing the game is awesome enough to make up for that.

I almost had a tantrum (or maybe meltdown) today.

As I was walking through the grocery store parking lot after getting in a fight with my mom, a couple of idiotic guys my age thought it would be funny to honk the horn of their parked vehicle just as I was walking past it. I don't handle loud sounds very well, and went into panic mode.

I hate the way an unneeded adrenaline rush makes my legs feel after a few minutes, especially when I have to carry heavy groceries.

i started working for my uncle today. it was very boring, i learnt no new skills, anything i do will not be transferable to any other job, i am being paid below the legal minimum wage and i know i am being groomed to take over the family buisiness. i was given a lecture about how i might get a degree in anything else but like it or not i will end up working for them. and to finish the day off i scratched the car trying to get out of the car park.

My mom was supposed to have a day off today, but she got called in to work.

I'm not feeling well. I'm not sure if it's just the exhaustion or a cold.

there was a basket of chocolates in my attic and i ate them all. i feel sick. i used the worst excuse to get myself to eat them too- that one was a little soft, i should eat them all before they go off. god i am so weak.

Being upset and metaphorically beating myself up for it, because that'll help....
Feeling guilty about being miserable.

My pop can collecting days are over for the winter unless I find them at work. It's too dangerous for anybody to be doing that sort of work that early and I need a thick skin and nerves of steel to do that. I don't have any of those two things.

Me. Pushing myself into things I can't handle.

Again today except without the, "almost."