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Anxiety

My parents will never stop believing that I'm 8 years old.

Having to work in a job I f*****g hate.

Anxiety

I've had a really sore throat all weekend and it still hasn't gotten better. I had a bad time sleeping because of it. I've been taking cold medicine or Tylenol but it doesn't help much.

My mother said I should gargle with warm salt water. I've read that traditional form of treatment doesn't really help much, but I'm ready to try almost anything.

Apparently my cousin might have had the same bug, but he's better now. I hope this gets better soon, too. I'm so tired of waking up each day still feeling like I swallowed steel wool. I'm tired of everything.

I HATE living here, I'm almost has a meltdown, I had little meltdown few days ago.

Anxiety

I put myself out there, I tried a chat app and found chat servers for my Interests. The whole experience made me sick. I don't know how to make interesting conversations so I ended up getting ignored. I wish I was better at small talk, but modern small talk isn't as simple as talking about our lives anymore. It seems you have to be upto date with popular culture and world events.
I've given up, going back into my shell.

Last night I found out they're selling blue pumpkin pails for "autism awareness" at Canadian Tire. I was so mad I wrote a one-star review telling people why this is wrong and to avoid buying blue pumpkins for their autistic kids when they go out on Halloween, but of course Canadian Tire wouldn't post it.

They also had pink pumpkin pails for breast cancer awareness, but I guess that's not *too* bad.

Yeah, pink isn't associated with a charity that makes most breast cancer patients cringe like blue and Autism Speaks.

bowel movement difficulty

an ass hole in the litterbox took a longfuck time. even after he was just standing up in the stall and not on the litterbox, the idiot took nine minutes, and i didn't say anything b/c i was afraid that if i said something, he would've gotten angry and self righteous. (other f*****s have overreacted when i knocked on the litterbox door). then the ass hole had the nerve to blow dry (his hands or something else?) for seven minutes. then he knocked on the door of the toilet (while i was in it) and I f*****g screamed b/c he knocked so loudly and s**t. then he asked if a respirator was in the bathroom and i answered no. (rolls eyes)

another ass hole on the computer behind me kept coughing. (fear contagnion)

Anxiety

Lots to do.

I am about to spend an hour having the inside of my mouth repeatedly stabbed.

And if that wasn't enough, they also had to treat me like a 3 year old.