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I just don't want to deal with it.
It is troublesome. It's also not my choice.


There is a reason why I don't like to come to terms that I'm a damn human being.
There is a reason why I yearn to be free and beyond.

There is a reason why I dislike so many involuntary needs and sees it for an inconvinience.

There is a reason why I held more grudge to the human flaws and limitations than the autistic disabilities.
There is a reason why I'm frustrated half the time and it's not because I'm autistic.

There is a reason why I don't like humans to the core -- too fragile, too fickle, too manipulative and easy to manipulate themselves.

There is a reason why something really dark inside me reasonate with destroying, imprisoning or even enslaving humanity.
And it's just one of the reasons why I hate being a human.

There is a reason why I'm just flat out disappointed at everything and kept looking for something else.
There is a reason -- that's just another thing about disliking being a human, having to justify things.

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Remember when Joe Pesci was beaten to death with baseball bats and buried alive in a field?

Remember when Danny Devito coughed up green goo, and fell into the sewer,and was carried away by penguins?

My friend is fanatically antivax.
She keeps posting inflammatory stuff on fb
And sending me links to antivax propaganda.
Most of our conversation now revolves around her beliefs.
I feel like I don't want to talk to her anymore
So I haven't been answering her texts much.
But she's a good friend
And I don't want to upset her.
She knows I'm vaxxed and I don't really give 2 s**ts about what other people want to do, but it's getting annoying having to listen to the myriad evils of the dreaded vax every freaking time.
Grrr.

the wall

Ya know, the wall can mean physical exhaustion, but it also has another meaning.

Why? You must be a hard headed woman. Doesn't that Hurt?

I've discovered that as I age, the nose hairs are growing more profusely. Forty years ago, I would maybe trim once every six months or so. Today, I have to get the scissors out every time I shave which is weekly at minimum. It's not just one or two, them sumbitches is afookin' forest growing out each side. Don't get me started on ear hair. Growing old sucks!

^ I'm like half your age , and I've noticed more nose hairs....chest hairs too....damn what a drag it is gettin old.. To quote Mick Jagger. The nose part that is. I don't mind the chest part.

Sometimes I think self deprecation can be taken too far...