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I'm such an old creature of habit.

I chickened out on trying to make vegetable patties, so now there's a vegetable soup boiling on the stove instead... maybe next time?

If I'm feeling really strange with symptoms weeks before that time of the month...

I can only imagine how pregnancy might be like for me.
Sure, while I have a screwed sense of fear myself and don't mind a bit of data via experience...

But do I even want to know?!

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My friend is seriously stressing me out and i am already stressed because of work. Why are some people so carefree? And why can't they understand that not everyone is like them? I just want to chill at home in the weekend, not go to another City to get drunk with someone i barely know.

Worried that I will not receive tax form 1095a and then I have to dial the phone number and be on hold over an hour to try to have a conversation with an agent

Worried I will not get W2 form and I have to phone Corporate

Angry customers, imagine their heads on the body of a dog. For example, the customer on Friday that had the nerve to order me around, bark at me, smack me on the back, swear, "no s**t, Sherlock!". "Do you speak English?". Many customers act like they escaped rikers island or john George psychiatric pavilion last week

From now on I am only going into the paid area if specifically ordered by an employee. Lockerroom, litterbox, training room. I am tired of those feral animals they call "customers" (and employees)

Off leash dogs,owners daemon

Afraid that my slave plantation will "reorganize" my worthless corpse right out the door

Considering writing "limited verbal autistic" on my apron at work. Managers might tell me to get a new apron. Customers won't read it or care.

My sister, who owns the house I live in, told me that she is going to sell the house, so I am worried about paying rent. Then I have to work two jobs just for room and board. No car, no expensive rags, nothing like that. The bare minimum.

Practically homeless

Large gap between potential and accomplishment

Crave socialization, but afraid of rejection

Too lazy and apathetic to talk

Vocal cord damage

Itchy pubic hair

Constipated

Appetite gone haywire

38 nothing accomplished

Annoying coworkers

Since two weeks ago I have not felt comfortable around ASM Don because he acted like he assumed that I lost the barbeque lock. But Don is still by far my favorite manager. Which is not saying much

Everything I try to accomplish is like, you can't make a silk purse out of a sows ear

I wish someone would please go through my website and write an answer, post by post

Nobody is going to be my knight in shining armor

Wounded traumatized

Involuntary reclassified

Constructive dismissal

Disparate impact

Not a level playing field

Extroverts unfair competitive advantage

Cold and numb paws

Craving gourmet grub and love

A couple of years ago, I gave up a lot of unhealthful foods. It didn't matter what it was or how much I loved it or how much I ate them. I used to eat at least one sweet potato per day. But it was easy to give them up. Change only took a couple of days and zero cravings

But candy is different

Butterfinger, twix, kit Kat, and now Snickers

Some articles claim that chocolate is like love in your brain

"Thin line between love and hate"

"Chop wood and carry water"

Expectations assumptions implications

Worried about not earning enough cash for room and board

Failure

Loser

Between autism and clinical depression, sometimes I don't feel like I could talk at all

Have not wanted to continue living since 12. Now 38

Whooptie do

"Much Ado about nothing"

December 28, Christine told me that a manager would talk to me about the Litterbox Court Jester. Tomorrow February first. No manager talked to me about it

At work in the parking lot I am afraid of getting run over by a car. In the litterbox I am afraid of getting raped.

Never comfortable, safe or secure

Work is like a three ring circus

Defeated wounded traumatized

The fact that I have been screaming to God, for most of my life, on & off, here and there, verbally and in my mind and finally things seem to be looking a bit less bleak.

Hoping that I can get some proper sleep tonight.

I am almost a worthy member of society.

Okay, people who have read my posts are smart enough to have worked this out by now, but in a nutshell, there are two extremes on an economic level.

One extreme is Nazism/fascism. The other extreme is communism. The middle ground is democracy.

It is kind of like sexuality, being bisexual or transgender is more fulfilling, sexually.

Also, it is always a choice, in my opinion. Your actions are more important than words in matters of sexuality.

If you are gay inside, but nobody ever knows - are you really gay? Personally, I think if you don't have the courage to express homosexuality, then you are not truly homosexual.

Being in the middle is very difficult, yet ultimately rewarding.

Making homemade chocolate...

Hmmm...

Also finally resume writing that reviewer after years of hiatus.

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Just today I noticed that the cheese and the bread I usually buy had gotten more expensive again... I buy that specific cheese because it's the cheapest there is, and now that's costing more, too.

Still, I just made a reservation to a bowling place for tomorrow. Costs me a bit over thirty euros, but I'm on a vacation this week and I want to do at least something other than reading and watching Netflix all week! Plus my sister's got a day off tomorrow, her only one this week, so we had already talked earlier that we'd do something together on that day... plus, I haven't gone bowling in years.
We also agreed to go somewhere to eat after that, and I'm kinda hoping she'll pay since I'm paying for the bowling... not that I'll say that, that'd be rude since this was my idea (the bowling, not the eating out), so I'm also gonna prepare for the chance that she won't.

So apparently people light Groundhog Day fireworks here, now?

Waiting.
And waiting

And more daydreams about homemade chocolate. Thinking of a combination.
Just keeping in mind those two ingredients are in about equal amounts, the rest are flavors...

Oh, and buying a kitchen knife.
Might as well buy a silicone mold with some ingredients while at it.

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You've told me to f**k off so many times now that I finally did so.

It is 2008 and you are an Autistic with multiple neurological disabilities, anxiety & depression and you are socially 10 years old in your mind - and you tune into the the conspiracy theory videos that tell you:

A) What you have already personally experienced and:
B) What is going to happen in the future.

And then it all unfolds, step by step, almost to a tee.

Um, yeah, the Republicans are going to have a field day if they get a free pass to shoot during a global disruption, if such a hypothetical scenario materialises.

I'm really not sure if I want to get my booster shot. My mum seems to insist I should but I don't really want to.