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Watching MD make a big life decision.
Biting my tongue to let her have wings.
Parenting is so terrifying at times.
Doing this on my own is so much pressure.

Reflecting on the fact that I gave up Coca Cola (full sugar version) for about 7 months, and that it didn't make much difference in terms of physical weight & that the taste of no sugar Coca Cola is utterly gross.

Long live sugar-coated happiness.

Needing a workout at my school's gym to make up for lost time.

Paranoid tax document 1095a got lost in the mail and I have to phone call the government about it, be on hold over an hour, and they will put on smoke and mirrors and do nothing.

Clinical depression, anxiety, stress, boredom. Eating even more than usual lately. Testosterone causes appetite increase. When I was younger I used to waste a lot of time, cash, and energy, trying to lose weight, but now that I am 38 f*****g years old and accomplished nothing, it seems unjustified. Now that I work as a Lot Attendant, when I get hungry I often feel weak, like I can't stand up. Want to lie down for the rest of the day. When I work, it is 10am to 5pm. Public transportation both ways. The slave plantation is in the middle of a homeless encampment. Suspicious looking characters lurk around and I am afraid they might rape me. At work I am afraid of getting run over by a car. (Adrenal fatigue). Have to push carts all day long. With the exception of public transportation, break, lockerroom and litterbox, when I am not at my Pigpen, I constantly have to stand up. Zero sitting or lying down. Lil dips**t s make way too much noise in the lot. Day laborers.

Coworkers and customers rude and annoying

"Customer always right"

Yesterday head cashier Stephanie made a public service announcement that lot attendants have to bring back their walkie talkies or else (written up)

f**k whoever masterminded that brilliant plan

They don't always give out walkie talkies. Walkie talkies not large or heavy. It would be easy to fail to turn it in.

Walkie talkies annoying. Marie once had the nerve to call me five times an hour. Every slightest thing like getting propane

Some reddit articles claim that my slave plantation reorganizing such that every slave does every job in their department. I am Lot Attendant. According to the articles I have to be Pro Desk, customer service, cashier (and bookkeeper). The articles might not be complete, current, accurate or applicable

Nobody from my slave plantation has told me anything about the reorganizing. In the next three weeks, work did not schedule my worthless corpse for training videos or anything like that

Exhausted all the time

My diet, while not perfect, much better than nichelle's. McDonald's and panda Express.

I should stop eating candy, but Snickers addictive

Chocolate allegedly feels like love in the brain

Butterfinger kit Kat Snickers

Gave up on "life" a longfuck time ago

No email from sister, Dena, or Cory

No manager talked to me about the Litterbox Court Jester

Litterbox Court Jester has not bothered me since "E" talked to me

Nobody wants to date me

38 too old to have children

Pigpen too dirty

Worked there sixteen months and still no six or twelve month performance review

Lazy inefficient ass holes that do little more than sit around flapping their stupidass traps all day long, like Tracie and former FES, getting promoted. While I languish on minimum wage.

Paranoid of getting made redundant

No way I could do Customer Service.

Involuntary reclassified
Constructive dismissal
Disparate impact




On the other hand, short of Freight, bookkeeping and MET, and telecommute, almost every job in the building involves constant flapping traps.

Defeated wounded traumatized overpowered outsmarted outnumbered

And I hate it when customers and employees say "can you", like just because you "can" you have to. "Can", "should" and "will" three different things

Semantics and pragmatics

Precision of language

Just woke up from a long nap

On days off I don't interact with anyone usually

Idiots talk too much and too loud and there are too many of them

Struggling constantly

Not good enough

Check, please!

Examples of those two things... And it's differences.


And what's the point of copying terms and languages that I could barely understand myself, even if I can comprehend it's contents?

I'm considering rewriting whatever I'm archiving... Into a language more accessible to me.

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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

The Clash was a big rating boost.

It bothers me that a phone costs me just as much as it does someone who actually uses a phone.

It bothers me that I pay for five phones. ^

You never have time for me. In the time it took you to tell me that, at length, you could have had a cordial conversation with me and made me feel like I was part of your life.

I'm here for you...until you actually need me to be.

Lo and behold, my colleague tested positive. Now God knows when i will be able to see my parents again.

So many basils.

And damnit. Earphone's wires gone crap.

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On day 1, the universe says, "I see what you're doing. It won't work."
Day 2: "Impressed. Still won't work."

Interesting development, a relative told me just earlier today, about her friend, who has a daughter, who's exactly months within my age, who's "slightly autistic", who's been dating, no luck, has been looking for 'a man to have babbies with'...said if she cant find one by time she's 34, shes going to 'go it alone.'

Me: ..... Okay, what does she look like? lol