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i had my year 10 mock gcse exam for english literature yesterday
i haven't properly been in school for a year or so so i didn't know what to write and physically couldn't write anything because of the question i was being asked
it took me 16 minutes to put my hand up to ask a question (there are only 3 other people in the room). the teacher who was there said to get her attention if we needed something, and i made eye contact with her atleast 4 times, which i thought was pretty obvious i wanted something
i didn't write a single word, not even my teacher's name which we were meant to put, i just sat there and tried not to cry too obviously
and i was forced to leave since i had a break inbetween the exam (i kinda asked to stay in the room) and i had to sit in a teacher who i dont really know's office whilst he sat there and asked me questions and got no replies (i literally just sat there not replying because i couldn't tell him that when i get too upset i usually don't/can't speak when people are with me because he didnt realize and i didn't have my sketchbook and only had a pen, but then he realized and after that it was better and then i went home after a bit

the original post i was gonna make felt too long since i was just yapping for ages lmao

i'm slightly nervous to go back into school on monday for my chemistry exam, which will be better since it's questions i'm being asked rather than getting me to write on my own, but the room i'm in is bigger which means more people, more pressure and stuff which will suck because i hate trying to be silent and as still as i possibly can

I woke up with a cough and some chest congestion. Just great, if this is anything like the infection I got in October, then I'll be spending the next two weeks coughing my lungs out and not being able to go anywhere.

That's what I get for going out shopping. I noticed other people coughing and I made sure my hands were sanitized and avoided touching my face, but people shed viruses long after they've recovered so I guess without a haz-mat suit I'm screwed.

It feels weird not being perfect or the best now
In my old primary school I always had the best scores and stuff but now I'm in a grammar school I'm the bottom of the class
At first I blamed it on the fact that you can't be the best in a school with all the best people but I still was one of the best in year 7, and I was fairly good in year 8 but then I lost my sparkle I guess. lmao

Forgot to put oven on to pre-heat, so I've got to wait for it now before I can make the breakfast.

I'm still barely functioning after yesterday wisdom teeth removal, but somebody has to renew TLS certs on my server that expire today...

Not being able to go to the gym today before going to church.

(I missed my stop which is in front of the gym.)

Everything that could possibly go wrong today has gone wrong. I'm very angry now but I've given up on the homework assignment because I was about to lose my mind and now I'm hoping to have a better evening.

I have to go to the doctor today because my blood pressure is very high.

Anxiety

Supermarket didn't have what I wanted

Angela had the nerve to tell me that I took too long sweeping (rolls eyes)

Trader Joe's had the nerve to accuse me of having stolen on a previous day

One door was locked from the inside

One door had no lock on it

Angela d had the nerve to bark at me

Anxiety

Someone eating loudly near me

Work.

I'm not happy because of how much I'm needed elsewhere.

Gimme a damn break, damnit. I hadn't had one before I gotten ill since last week.

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