What's on your mind right now?

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Thanks blitzkrieg

The issue right now is that it's frozen solid with a layer of ice, and the snowplow pile is all chunks of ice from the road which are stuck together. I can usually do some snow on my own even though it's a pain. But when it's really deep or covered in ice, I'm screwed.

The solution is to get a snow blower but I'm too scared to use one. I won't even use a lawn mower.

I'm the world's worst homeowner, when it comes to outside stuff.

The human form. (Was gonna mentioning something about doors, but I lost my train of thought.)

I ran errands w/ my mom, and now I'm trying to not ruminate over the weird looks I got from store clerks because I'm awkward as hell.

There are so so many people who are thoroughly happy, self-made and succesful, often while I don't think they deserve to be at all. I'll never measure up to that. I hate me.

Where's Fnord. I haven't seen him around.

Give me about a year and I'll hit The End aesthetic in length. About 20 years and I'll hit the colour, lol. Red/gold will be going grey before then too due to that stress.

When I've been pushing myself through traumatising crap all week I end up in a frantic state where my mind keeps coming back to bad thoughts and I can't concentrate on the things I enjoy or the things I need to do. It's horrible and I don't know how to get out of it.
I feel like I need cleansing, you know? Like I need a brain-enema.

Does anybody know the closest equivalent to a brain-enema?

I am a failure who is going to be in school forever. I have no idea what I want to do with life besides spend it with my fiancé and family, and travel the world. I can’t choose a career.

Every night, if I want some off screen time before bedtime...

I'll just list and write stuff. Copying, rewriting and saving the lecture notes I like.

And since I'm also killing time while off the screen...
I'll just practice writing with my non dominant hand whenever my dominant hand's strained or tired.

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Where's Fnord. I haven't seen him around.
Where's Rally. I haven't seen him around.
Where's Issabella. I haven't seen her around.
Where's Dua. I haven't seen her around. Since Dec 4.
Where's that woman who was blind in one eye, Emily. That i briefly interacted with like month ago, said she lived in B-----, which is close, but then left the site, before i had a chance to follow up on her....I haven't seen her around.


I hope they are all okay.!
But one person, especially......I'm concerned for the well being of.... FNord. He's a man of god ya know. (I'm gobsmacked...) Hes said he lost I think over 30 people he knew, to coronavirus. Very unfortunate set of circumstances. And he in a interracial marriage....after a very bitter divorce, also hes a fan of debunkers such a James Randi.....amazing the trivia i retain about people, people on the periphery.