Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Every bloody thing.

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Maybe it'll get better tomorrow.

Anxiety

I'm incapable of trust, so every single tic of the day is unpredictable.

The breakfast making was a shambles. I got there but it wasn't much fun. Forgot I'd run out of bread, so I had to use some gluten-free bread, and that toasts a lot faster than my usual home-made wholemeal bread. The change to my otherwise rigid, repeatable routine confused me and I ended up putting the eggs into the frying pan before it was as hot as usual. Everything went out of synch and I had to think on the hoof instead of working like a programmed robot.

The result was edible but not as tasty as I've come to expect. And the cheese was just sharp cheddar instead of extra sharp because Wal-Mart had let me down and run out of the proper stuff. So that added to the blandness of the result. If only my memory and executive function worked a bit better I'd have baked a loaf yesterday and got the cheese a while ago before they sold out.

Unintentionally plugging up the toilet in the bathroom of my house.

Had to abandon a planned visit to a music venue where I was going to perform a couple of songs.

My chauffeur wasn't too well, and the weather forecast suggested there might be hailstones, heavy rain, and maybe a tornado. Of course there wasn't, like there never is when you've gone to the inconvenience of taking all the right precautions. We damn nearly went for it, but we dawdled before setting off, and it was getting a bit late, so I was starting to anticipate a rush job setting up for the show when I got there, so I said "shall we scrub it?" and received an answer in the affirmative. It was probably a wise decision, but wisdom hurts sometimes. Oh well, at least I had a relatively stress-free evening watching the telly.

I have a cough.

I had a horrible nightmare and I woke up to find that the pea pads on my bed have shifted.

Almost everything. First I slept through an important appointment. Then I had to run to the store in the middle of making breakfast and my half-made breakfast got cold. Then on the way back the piece of s**t elevators wouldn't respond when I pressed the button for my floor so I rode all over the building until I finally got there. Then my laptop spent 10 minutes circling when I tried to turn it on and finally made me reset my pin, except it sent a confirmation code to my dad's email for some reason.

Feeling extra tired.