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Thinking about cutting my wrists.

I need to finish a paper for my journalism class that is due this Monday!

I never found anyone to interview, so will engage in online research.

I really can't understand how people get offended/hurt over everything. I know people act irrational and emotional sometimes, but at least be aware of the fact that you are acting irrationally, and acknowledge that.

I can't relate to people who never admit they are in the wrong/ ego issues.

I need more mature people in my life

I went grocery shopping with my mom yesterday, and she paid for everything, including the food and other daily necessities I got... and now I feel a little guilty for letting her pay. It's not like she has to carefully count every coin, but she still has a small income, even though it's bigger than mine. She's also retiring in a few years, and she's worried about her small retirement funds... should I really be letting her pay stuff for me? I mean, I don't have it easy with my small income and significant medical bills, but I can manage, so should I just refuse any help unless I actually end up in a situation where I can't cover my bills anymore?

Ukraine.

The thought of Autistic people casting out other Autistic people because they don't fit the figurative mold. Casting out me, on social media, who has has pro disabled/pro feminist/pro LGBTQ+ politics & has influence over some NT's (a bridge between worlds).

All of you who have done this and continue to do this are making me look like a fruit loop, talking to myself on my timeline - and in turn, I look bad, which means Autistic folk look bad in general.

Thanks for your help!

I have been putting off studying and have a test soon. I am burnt out and anxious.

I can't get Ukraine off my mind. Listening to the radio makes it worse, but I can't help tuning in. Thank God I don't have or watch TV.

Don't tell me (NTs and researchers) autists don't have compassion and empathy. The plight of the Ukrainians and others touches me deeply. I help where I can, though not much can be done from here. I hold them in the Light and so does my Meeting.

I hope sucralose is good for me.

This month, I tend to sleep 2 hours earlier at night, an hour shorter on average and a bit more consistent than last month.

I had spent as much as I earned.
Still distracted. Still clueless. Still addicted. Still inconsistent. Still directionless.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

I actually took an elbow to my thigh. I might get a bruise from that one. I'm always gonna be amazingly miffed how quickly in sickness turns to in you're now a burden so see you later, but that's Dill and father stuff, and I could textbook that one if I don't stop myself.

Hoping someone is safe and well, because me worry (I truly care).

Sleep tonight. Should be better

I'm back in the closet again.
Literally.