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Tobberstein
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06 Apr 2025, 9:20 am

i wanna cry i just want a friend irl so bad that understands me in terms of being an alterhuman/doing quadrobics
i think i just want an excuse to go out and do those things but i just feel so lonely , and i don't know how to make friends outside of school, and i dont want to be friends with anybody in my school :/ and even if i did make a friend they probably wouldnt like/make fun of the things i enjoy doing

i love all my online friends/best friends so much but i feel lonely and i don't ever get to go outside

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06 Apr 2025, 9:24 am

Sorry man

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06 Apr 2025, 10:00 am

Liverpool lost 3-2 to Fulham today. Still top of the league though.

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06 Apr 2025, 10:01 am

Well at least there's that

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06 Apr 2025, 10:54 am

Another ascension.
Another transition.
Another outgrowing.

I'm fine being left behind.
I'm fine being kicked out because of not keeping up.
I'm fine being cut short and disappointing others.

But what about me, leaving others behind?
I only have my pride to justify the willfulness to leave others behind, but...

I cannot lie that I outgrow them.
And accomodating them... Sure, at best they're a source of consistency.

But then...
It's a stagnating type of consistency. In which, it's nostalgia at best; best place to visit, not a place to stay.

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Tobberstein
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06 Apr 2025, 4:30 pm

'i bet you forgot about me' shut the actual f**k up I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT YOU

i need to find a way to get away from her

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06 Apr 2025, 4:46 pm

My tonsils hurt.

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07 Apr 2025, 8:55 am

Anxiety

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Hetzer
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07 Apr 2025, 10:44 am

Tobberstein wrote:

[...] but i just feel so lonely , and i don't know how to make friends outside of school, and i dont want to be friends with anybody in my school :/ and even if i did make a friend they probably wouldnt like/make fun of the things i enjoy doing

Like I'm hearing myself...
I know it ain't much help, but you're not only one. I also struggle to find anyone locally (or even online in my country, for that matter) and won't even start on finding anyone of my specific interests where I live. I don't know if it's because of weird mentality here or what...

Similarly I'm not into schoolmates, whose behavior made me go on individual learning back in '21. I wasn't bullied actually; Twas about half of a day of survival in mental work camp with basically brainless people being terrific. Always felt someday I'd happen to land in the middle of their never-ending battleground and get crapped for something I didn't do.
I don't specifically know college people as I'm still on individual, but on basis what I've seen on first day and when I attend workshops (since these can't be done remotely)... They still forgot to take brains from their homes.

If I was ye I'd try searching for circles or anything similar that shares your passion. I was told voluntary jobs are nice thing to meet actual friends, but YMMV, I haven't tried it.
Hope I'm wrong but I think finding someone nice *and* of similar passions (especially if it's obscure) is pretty hard, so in meanwhile it's worth to learn to cope with it so it's not that irritating as is right now.

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07 Apr 2025, 1:00 pm

I wish my nightmare of living in the group home was over, I keep having breathing troubles & I have alot of body pain, I cannot stand up straight when I'm walking, my legs want give out on me. Earlier I wanted to stop breathing.

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07 Apr 2025, 5:00 pm

A bug crawled on me and I screamed really loud. :oops:

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08 Apr 2025, 3:29 am

Yesterday I did what I had to do, but nothing of what I wanted :< So today I'm forcing myself to finally do it
And by the way I had two weird nightmare crap going on this night

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08 Apr 2025, 8:04 am

Anxiety

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08 Apr 2025, 2:38 pm

I saw a news article that said young males in Canada are getting a license to purchase guns more than ever now.

I guess soon we'll have constant school shootings just like they do in the USA, too.

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08 Apr 2025, 4:19 pm

Bloody neighbors dog howlind and sounds like it's trying to break through the ceiling.

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08 Apr 2025, 4:27 pm

Well fingers crossed you won't have to put up with it for much longer mate

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