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I have spent 3 hours typing, updating a support plan in which I have to enter the same information over and over again and can’t copy and paste. My wrists are killing me - from typing. This totally wears me out and not in a good way.

So I ate a bunch of snacks last night. All were my usual favorites.

Did I want any more of those after that?
No.

Not anymore.
It no longer became my plan next week.
No longer have thoughts about sneaking one throughout this weekend.

But we shall see.


I know I'm posting something like this again.
It's just that this is just strange for me. Can't get over this change as of yet.

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So I am driving myself crazy trying to plan this canoe trip. Do I have the right boat, the right hat, the right, etc. etc. Then I watched once more Bill Mason's video on solo whitewater canoeing. He is the master, none like him, rip.

Here he is going down serious rapids in his cut offs and thin life vest, in a wood and canvas canoe...nothing special. Duluth canvas packs, not waterproof. Simple tarp. Nothing costing the thousands of dollars people spend these days. There is a simplicity to be gained by going into the wilderness alone. I am glad Bill's videos are still around to remind me. Keep it simple (stupid.)

Yeah, blazingstar, there's no need to overcomplicate things, and one can get by better with less than more. I like to disparage myself, hence I call myself stupid for taking so little with me, such as just a knife and water for hikes, but I learnt to do this (taught too, but I already knew). Less weight so less water needed (also helps with any physical issues), less things to distract you and you learn to improvise if needed. The clothes matched to the environment are all the shelter you need with a fire in almost all instances with hiking (overhead cover depending). A tent and sleeping bag are nice things to have for longer than day hikes though, just for comfort.

I get super antsy when there’s no juice in the house. It’s my favourite food and my safest food so I tend to not eat when there’s no juice. Idk why I’ve just always been like this. Maybe I have a sugar addiction, but really who doesn’t these days? I’m definitely going grocery shopping tomorrow.

I have just heard a man speak of looking at historical documents listing his ancestors as property. Another woman who found in her grandmother's effects a bill of sale for humans as property. A third person sobbed from the very depths. These are my Friends.

According to news rumors, Chris Rocks comedian shows are now totally sold out events .

If that were true, Where's my 3 million dollar house.! !!??!
I wish a celebrity WOULD slap me... Payday.

Huh.

I'm going in too fast again.

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what do you do if the <> is in a semi-manic state
it makes me shake and despair

first i had to get the wood, right now
oh btw the pile fell and we(me) have to pick it up,
oh btw i found an old cupboard that needs your attention right now (while in the pile)
now but probably later we must go to random spending spree while on a planned visit as well,
idk where this will go,

idk, trauma comes from that, but i still can't know if my view is legit,
i always wonder is it pretend or is it not?
it looks over the top to me,
once a doctor said he couldn't do a thing but give ME some pills, that was fun