I've found that genuinely good people don't really see themselves as such, which is one of those sad things in this life. Maybe that's by design, in that good people, their baseline, is set at good, so they just see themselves as not doing enough (good people will want to do more after all), or if there's issues with self-esteem, maybe depression, they won't think they are. PTSD is another one that can do it, and I've seen that one.
I don't have much on my mind but medication for sleep kicking in. No wait, I was a little sad that maybe someone thought a promise I made wasn't there (personal stuff); I make them when I want them and they're there for good unless unwanted, as I'm stubborn in this way too.
I also want to start another marble collection.
To replace the one I lost.