Enceladus wrote:
Froya wrote:
I went for a walk and had a conversation about dogs with a neighbor. Things like that can feel good when you're isolated.
Things like that terrifies me

Talking to strangers, or my neighbours for that matter. Actually I think the neighbours scares me the most
Isolation is not fun though, I know all about that

Me too. I've been isolated for so long, it's what I'm used to now, and conversations with people outside my immediate family make me nervous. I'm getting better about it online, at least. I used to be too timid to even post anything here - I was exclusively a lurker for several years before I finally worked up the courage to start posting. Now I don't shut up here
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"