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Let me guess who's on for garbage, tomorrow. Kosh, Audrey and I.

Let me guess who was in charge today? Lisa.

Lisa, the supervisor leaves all the garbage for Kosh and I to pick up in the WalMart parking lot.

Someone asked me if I had Asperger's syndrome today.

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

disbelief

I hope I don't get banned.

Hahaha

s**t piss bum poo arse twat dick f**k

The fact that it's late and I should be asleep. why aren't i asleep?

My heart always aches...
...by which I'm referring to feelings, but in all fairness it hurts physically sometimes too...I should get that checked out.

I should get another ice pack. The one that I've been using feels a little lukewarm.

Simply trying to not think of things that would otherwise make me feel despondent..

My strange calm... it's kind of alarming to think about in hind sight

Today I walked to the store, and as always for reaching that specific location, passed through a medium sized intersection. I was listening to music over my headphones, but totally aware of what was going on. I walked into the street on my signal and a couple steps in, a car made a right turn in front of me which I calmly just stopped and let it pass. Then almost half way through, a car ran a red light and I stopped right before it grazed me... again, I felt calm without even a raise in heart rate and continued across the street as if nothing happened nor did I think to find it weird to almost get hit by two cars in the same intersection at the time

I'm starting to suspect my current heavy depression has desensitized me to caring about my mortality a fair bit... not to mention, it seems to be removing survival instincts

If I should go "DJ" mates house party tomorrow and what music to take. Really CBA will probably suck...
How much beer to take to said house party and if I have enough money. If I go

Where the hell is my lighter ??

Pain >.<

I though the pain factor from my piercings and tatt would be getting better by now but it's not. On the other hand, I have a great reason to eat only non-solids (Yay for hot chocolate as an offical food group!).

It's probably not being helped by me falling off a horse this morning in the process of doing a favor for a friend. I think I really did something to my shoulder in the process of falling off this time. It hurts like hell. Owies!

That ball of green phlegm that I coughed up this morning.

Going home. I'm so ready, its gonna be nice to live on my own once again. I cant live with family members