dragonsanddemons wrote:
ZachGoodwin wrote:
dragonsanddemons wrote:
I just realized today that I'm actually doing great now - I'm pretty sure the depression I've had all year has finally let up (:crosses claws:), and I can't remember when I last cut myself.

Ya'know, you can hauled in an ambulance against your will if you get caught cutting yourself.
Yeah, I'm actually quite afraid of that happening sooner or later, for one reason or another.
I would say try to stay out of the system, once your in it, apparently you become a gov toy for drugs and mkultra.
lulz yes I am still on that.
Though it would be my biggest regret in life, some kind of self control would be nice. Abuse just F me royally it seems, and no I disagree to those that say it didn't but maybe I am being reprogrammed to not worry about it. It hurts less and less but its hurting in a bad way right now. Regret is everywhere, would be nice to be eighteen with what I know now, maybe I wouldn't be in such a bad way. I probably would be a freaking college graduate and not some low life scum. You only live once, its a shame I gave so much of mine to those that hurt me. Why do you want to hurt yourself? You keep doing it and you might not like what you find on the other side, I sure as hell don't.