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27 Oct 2017, 4:58 pm

Thank you!

Boo wants attention. I'd better go play with her. :mrgreen:

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27 Oct 2017, 6:20 pm

I had a lot of fun today showing virtual reality to people at the makerspace. I brought my big computer and HTC Vive VR glasses and people got blown away by the experiences. Some just went along and ordered their own And since this is my special interest it makes it easier to talk and connect with people.

There was this old lady that was very sceptical at first. I manged to slowly make her wear it and then I put her in a relaxing underwater environment where she could watch and interact with fish an stuff. She spent a lot of time poking jellyfish, it was very amusing to watch :p After some hours I had a good line of people watching and wanting to try it when they saw other people reactions to it. I promised I would return tomorrow to continue the demonstrations I have downloaded some scary Halloween stuff in preparation for tomorrow for the daring and brave :skull:

If I just somehow could make a living doing this... hmm...

At the end I was so full of adrenaline that I was literally shaking. Doing this just hits this spot in my head where I get really really enthusiastic and possessed/obsessed. I'll need to be careful and take breaks doing this so it don't wear me out. It is stressful, though in a fun way.

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27 Oct 2017, 6:59 pm

lol

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27 Oct 2017, 7:07 pm

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lol

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27 Oct 2017, 7:08 pm

Dango, dango, dango, daikazoku...

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27 Oct 2017, 7:12 pm

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I would say try to stay out of the system, once your in it, apparently you become a gov toy for drugs and mkultra.

lulz yes I am still on that.

Though it would be my biggest regret in life, some kind of self control would be nice. Abuse just F me royally it seems, and no I disagree to those that say it didn't but maybe I am being reprogrammed to not worry about it. It hurts less and less but its hurting in a bad way right now. Regret is everywhere, would be nice to be eighteen with what I know now, maybe I wouldn't be in such a bad way. I probably would be a freaking college graduate and not some low life scum. You only live once, its a shame I gave so much of mine to those that hurt me. Why do you want to hurt yourself? You keep doing it and you might not like what you find on the other side, I sure as hell don't.

I started hurting myself to punish myself for things I felt I'd done wrong, although more recently I've been doing it because I really like to see myself bleed for some reason. I've been trying to stop, but it's been really hard - it's like an addiction once you do it enough. But I'm proud of myself for not having done it in a while now.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:22 pm

^You are a beautiful, cherished child of the universe. Everyone is so unconditionally loved. :heart:

I've had trouble with punishing myself mentally or calling myself names. Lately it's been better. I need to remember what I tell others, it seems.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:24 pm

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I bash my head for much the same reason and its a better way to meltdown then lashing out at people. Last time I did it, I did it so hard I bleed on the wall. Plus bashing my head helps me cope with being sober, I meltdown and my brain hurts and I want to either yell or bash my head and bashing my head seems more productive in not pissing people off.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:38 pm

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Everyone is so unconditionally loved. :heart:

Err...

Seems love is measured in America, against what scale I may never know.

Its heart enough to save us from our sins? Yes according to those that don't exist and are damn hard to find but to what honestly these echos from nowhere come from, I have no idea. I move on, though shaken with a vague promise that life gets better from random sources that may or may not have context. I must say I don't feel very loved but perhaps I misunderstood, I ask for clarity and I get no real information. I must say, the world disturbs the spirit.

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27 Oct 2017, 7:59 pm

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27 Oct 2017, 8:03 pm

I don't mean love as in what people think of as an emotion, I mean love as a state of being comparable to joy or peace, beyond emotions, beyond the mind, a divine life force, as it were.

Also, there are no sins, and the only one punishing you for them is yourself.

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27 Oct 2017, 8:09 pm

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Also, there are no sins, and the only one punishing you for them is yourself.

What in the hell do you know about them, they aren't even in your county.

And frankly I am not real sure who they are my damn self.

They confuse me, and I can't find a rational for how they operate.

I guess that is the point, I'll see where this leads though I can't imagine it being good.

But maybe there is more I don't see, maybe so, if it gets better and then worse...

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27 Oct 2017, 8:17 pm

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27 Oct 2017, 8:28 pm

I like seether, underrated to me.

Your in a rather gloomy mood dude.

If you aren't a winner does that mean your a loser?

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