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Kuraudo7777
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28 Oct 2017, 10:07 am

Hello, everyone. It's raining a lot, and when I woke up, Boo was lying on my tummy.


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28 Oct 2017, 11:20 am

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I don't want people feeling sad/sorry for me.
That causes me more pain than the pain I had before, that I make people feel sad.
And then because I missed out on the whole emotional regulation thing, the pain goes out of control.
Then I'm 10 times worse than when I started.
And I'm the one who started it all by talking about it, so whose arse should I be kicking?
I never learn.
I'm mentally challenged.
That's me.
But it's on my mind, and I have to get it off my mind, but I don't necessarily want anyone to acknowledge it.
But of course people will.
I don't know what I want.
More pain?
With a side order of ouch.


i don't feel sorry for you. maybe a bit sad that i might lose you, but you talking about it doesn't make that worse. i'm the sort of person (like you) who enjoys being helpful. you gave me an opportunity to try to help. you gave me a gift. you needn't feel bad about that.


:(
It's obvious I can't explain this.
Or anything.
Else.


maybe you just need to be alone?



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28 Oct 2017, 11:47 am

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28 Oct 2017, 12:22 pm

Biggles is a very kind man :heart:



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28 Oct 2017, 1:41 pm

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28 Oct 2017, 1:47 pm

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that's one cool cat and his coffee.



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28 Oct 2017, 1:52 pm

i want to be that cat.


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28 Oct 2017, 3:27 pm


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28 Oct 2017, 3:40 pm

Boo loves me so much. :heart: She was meowing and meowing when I was gone this afternoon, and yesterday, she cried and cried at the top of her voice when I was taking a shower [the door was closed].


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28 Oct 2017, 4:28 pm

Kuraudo7777 wrote:
Boo loves me so much. :heart: She was meowing and meowing when I was gone this afternoon, and yesterday, she cried and cried at the top of her voice when I was taking a shower [the door was closed].


When I was at college, my mom says KC would sit outside my bedroom door looking for me.


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28 Oct 2017, 5:27 pm

^Aww.
Boo waits at the window whenever I leave, and she's usually still there when I come back.


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28 Oct 2017, 10:07 pm

My clock.
Hate the Roman numerals. :evil:

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Looks good from a distance.


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28 Oct 2017, 10:54 pm

I hate that I can never be alone,
Its life,
I wish I could be alone,
but its life,

I got the raw end of every aspect of my abuse,

And my abusers are just la-de-da

Its darker then Stephen King, I love it lol

Only a God who hates humanity could write life so dark, how could evil exist with a God.

Easy, he loves it too, its a dark word. He only loves as much as He hates, there is prefect balance.

Good thing I enjoy things f****d because it looks like I fell on the darker side of God hated reality.



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28 Oct 2017, 11:12 pm

lol google suicide and find an article that recommends getting high or having sex, that is my kind of page :-)

But the thought of never being alone makes me extermely suicidal but I guess I just need to laugh insanely.

I probably will just f*****g kill myself though,

God I really do need to get high,

I am debaing on another serosquirrel but that would technical be overdosing cause its 24 hour but I don't feel it after like 6-7 hours.

Though extended release is better :-)

Everyone here keeps accusing me of being drunk, maybe the serosquirrels.