Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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A nightmare.

The house being too empty.

Anxiety

I've bruised my knuckles from angrily punching the ceiling because of the sh***y neighbour noise upstairs.

I woke up needing a shower.

I was late for a doctor's appointment by 30 minutes earlier today.
The purpose was to talk about the results of my CT scan which happened the other day.

The appointment with my doctor is now set for next Friday.

Anxiety

A Zoom meeting with a genetic counselor didn't happen because of technical difficulties.

My mom expected connections to whoever I was going to speak to
to be perfect without any problems.

Anxious

Nature called unexpectedly when I was in the dollar store this morning.

Anxiety

really bad flashback

Oh that really sucks
Take care of yourself man

i have to go to the doctors for my flu vaccine >_> .. tomorrow! at 9am, or 9.30am i can't remember :C I usually wouldn't have minded but I'm gradually getting more scared to go outside of the house, it's not far but I don't like going there. Mom makes me do it >:C
I would bring my pillow of Abigail with me, but I'd probably look stupid and mom probably would be embarassed of me, or someone would try to touch it

I got sad again earlier thinking about how much I must be missing out on that other teenagers have just because I don't have friends (irl). Oh, and my microsd for my nintendo switch is totally freaking out, and it made me worried because I thought it'd corrupt my stardew valley saves, or completely erase all my data, which would be like 275hrs down the drain. luckily not, but it still made me panic really bad

Another day of basically no sleep because my inconsiderate family decided today that we need to go grocery shopping today, this afternoon, instead of another day. So I need to shower now so my hair is dry by then so it doesn't freeze when I go outside. Which means substituting coffee for sleep.

I am so warm and cosy in my bed but I need to get up and brush my teeth. I brush my teeth religiously because I'm terrified of getting tooth decay, not just because I'm already dissatisfied with my appearance as it is, but also the unaffordable dentist bills. And I have a fear of developing bad breath. If I ever get that incurable halitosis, I'd jump in front of a moving train.