Raleigh wrote:
Still trying to work out what's missing here
I would stop doing that if I were you. You might conclude something you don't want to conclude and then lose your mind like me, what you don't know can kill you apparently and to make matters worst, you might not know and ask the wrong people in positions of extreme power and then, you lose your mind more. Then you stuck trying to figure
that out and you never will.
Was it me? No it couldn't be me, its a waste, is it everyone? wtf is going on you say and then you find yourself in a position where all you can do is dread all the mistake you never knew were mistakes. Are they mistakes? Why would so little cause so much? Was there much that caused much? Was there much that caused so little? Then people show up to say hi and it almost removes doubt but you can never know cause you don't process things right? Dates start to not make sense, there was nothing but there was something.
Then you develop schizophrenia...
my husband has delusional disorder or schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder. i have bipolar disorder with psychotic features. it's usually not the end of the world.