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Even worse than that one!

Looks like lots of places for me to make a mistake and end up with so many corrections and cross-outs and scribbles that I won't be able to tell the difference between the different bullet types, etc. I'll get pissed off and stop using it before I start.

dragged self outta bed, took dolly into shower with me to clean the whoopie bits, then cleaned self, got dressed and shaved and made up, went out for grocery-getting then went to tesla lab to get zapped.

Figured out why some things bother me more than others when there's no rational explanation at face value. 21 years of suffering and psychiatric came up with nothing, but a few months of introspection when posting on WP got that answer. It stems from the echoism, which stems from some of those I grew up around (likely genetic too).

Weeding. It tests me as it traumatizes me. I don't mind the gardens, but getting them out of the lawn is somewhat abusive to my psyche, wallabies. Weeding may be the only thing I'll complain about in that real world.

Went for a jog up the road because...Dill is just a regular old random friendly neighbour going for a jog. No, I'm not investigating anything at all. Just going for a jog along a public road and not glancing at a house or something. Those track pants mean I'm exercising and that water bottle break means I need time to recover from the jog. My hands are off. Nice view up there.

Am realizing , I need to prepare more for activities of any kind .. losing my ability to be spontaneous .knee/leg wants me to learn to give it regular breaks in order to function during the day, And now seems to be demanding to see a doctor, even more loudly than before.

Got a garden bed raked up. Harvested the last of the wild lemons. Got the camping gear mostly put away. Rubbed a bit more alcohol on my car.

i achieved a toothache on top of two lost crowns, something about when it rain, it pours salt into the wounds.
cooked chili
showered
gingerly ate some chocolate
saw a couple photos, took a photo, first one in ages

Moved a dresser drawers into the back bedroom, as it was blocking part of the living room. It was a handful …
Gonna be a interesting tomarrow , juggling more stuff around .

^^^

Groceries (thank you, guys). Cling wrap pulled tightly over my lower face and tied off around my neck creates a good seal for P2 masks with facial hair (only need to breathe through your nose after all). Phone calls for someone else (medical). All that brush I cut is on its way back to its original length, so I guess I'm still underestimating the amount of time it'll take. At least I'm just using up the battery daily, and I used up some today. It's no bother though (looking at you weeding by hand in the lawn with gloves on because little snakes; I can't weed with my right hand either). Day to day stuff. Went for a walk and had some fun seeing how little effort was needed to get the aforementioned Trail Master to stick into a fallen tree about 4 meters away (since the grip is already messed up I don't mind throwing it, as I'm by no means good at throwing knives). Answer: very little. The most lazy non-spin throw will do that one with the slowest of arm movements, albeit the knife kinda flies oddly due to how slow it's going and you have to release earlier.

Had a stew for dinner (meat, vegetables, whatever stock that fits and so on). Good old one pot deal there. I use a Kobun to cut everything up. My kitchen Kobun.

I have now achieved a new level of pain for myself, a new record!
worked the phone for a script of antibiotics.
moved to the mountains.
ate some chili
pickup my uniforms for work
Tomorrow I will have a purpose in society.

Not much other than day to day stuff and day #I forget of brush cutting. I helped someone go for a small walk, about 30 meters down the driveway. Felt like killing my Trigeminal nerve because of course it's playing up and talking about it, but that wouldn't help at all. Thought of better things, as I often do. Listened to old Korn albums (likely an achievement for many, many out there ), because yeah, I'm still stuck in the early 2000s and it's what us youngsters listened to back then, along with SOAD.

Walked my dog early and had a shower, all before breakfast!

Woke up managed not engage in any self harm type activities . Just dealing with thoughts seem hard today.

Began working on my next class paper, which is due Monday 2/28.