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cathylynn
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05 Nov 2017, 3:17 pm

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my husband has delusional disorder or schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder. i have bipolar disorder with psychotic features. it's usually not the end of the world.

You know that is not real helpful,

People can die or go to prison or commit suicide or be abused or stay high and the world normally doesn't stop spinning. The world doesn't end and people die daily.

the end of the world was a metaphor. we have content, meaningful lives. that is my hope for you.

Well I could do that easier without being schizophrenic and feel like everyone is watching me 24/7. Though I understand why but it was different in my mind and it never really occurred to me. Once I get a new computer setup and moved, I'll feel better. But I know I'll never be alone and its kinda unfair because it didn't really process, I related in a different way that was not neurotical. But such is life. Its never really got better for me and now its worse and now I'll never be alone. I am probably going to be alcoholic once I get an up to date license, why in the hell not? Once you reach idiot status, you might well see neon colors and without weed, I'll just implode in liquor. Seems I told my delusions I was going be an alcoholic. I'll never have a meaningful life and I don't want one if I have to do it under the watchful eye and judgement of another man.

I'd rather die to be honest,

just because someone is watching you now doesn't mean that they will forever. or, just because you think someone is watching you now doesn't mean you'll think that forever.

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05 Nov 2017, 3:28 pm

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just because someone is watching you now doesn't mean that they will forever. or, just because you think someone is watching you now doesn't mean you'll think that forever.

lol I see what you did there :-)

Translation - Just because someone is watching me doesn't mean I'll think that forever.

I suppose it'll slip my mind after a while but it probably doesn't even have that much to do with me, they probably spy on everyone which actually makes me more insane.

It greatly reduces what I feel to be the quality of my life.

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05 Nov 2017, 4:54 pm

Would it be better or worse if they were physically following you around 24/7?

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05 Nov 2017, 5:05 pm

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Would it be better or worse if they were physically following you around 24/7?

Damn Raleigh, why don't you just say you work for the illuminati?

Following me in public is 100% fair game, I just don't want to be monitored in a private space, ISP logs are fine if my delusions think I'll hack into something. I am using my old login on a hotspot, no doubt that is traceable and I don't think I have done anything questionable but youtube and some Linux stuff. So in public, doesn't matter, private I would like private but I have a feeling your not asking this question as a choice to be monitored so yeah point taken, record my ass, but know I disagree. There isn't much that could go wrong if they are outside and you have all that super hacky ISP stuff. But this also depends on if I am 1. insane 2. a suspect 3. a victim.

2 and 3 would make me lose my mind and 1 I already have no mind so I guess it doesn't matter much does it?

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05 Nov 2017, 5:10 pm

No, I mean public and private. Someone basically shadowing your every move.
How would that be?

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05 Nov 2017, 5:16 pm

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No, I mean public and private. Someone basically shadowing your every move.
How would that be?

Point taken,

I am still not happy about it and psychologically it would be the same right?

But no please keep team 1 the hell away from me, I can't handle team 1 alright. They gave me a heart attack and then caused me to be really stoned. It would have turned out worse without the weed trust me.

But a panic attack is a 0/10 would not do again.

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05 Nov 2017, 5:24 pm

"DUDE JUST MOVE OUT LOL ITS NOT THAT HARD"

imma f****n kms myself

how do people do it?

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05 Nov 2017, 5:30 pm

kms myself?

Kill my self myself?

What?

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05 Nov 2017, 5:38 pm

exactly.

(not really though, don't worry)

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05 Nov 2017, 5:43 pm

Raleigh wrote:

No, I mean public and private. Someone basically shadowing your every move.
How would that be?

Here is a question,

Is it / was it that bad to be followed and monitored forever? I don't think I ever had the perspective that they think I had and I have never really considered harming someone else though I may have mouthed off some in angry or frustration but I have never premeditated an attack on anyone or anything.

Except North Korea, with my gaming experience they should give me an arsenal of weapons 1-9 and I can wasd all over they country. Must have Duke Nukem 3D jetpack and Quad Damage from Quake and North Korea will no longer be a problem lulz

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05 Nov 2017, 6:23 pm

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05 Nov 2017, 6:26 pm

I just tried out the Kinsey Scale Test to see what it was like. My results:

Non-sexual and "The test failed to match you to a Kinsey Type profile. Either you answered some questions wrong, or you are a very unusual person."

I'd say I'm unusual.

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05 Nov 2017, 6:32 pm

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You've left quite a mess here

No more then usual.

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05 Nov 2017, 6:37 pm

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it said i'm equally hetero and homo, probably because i have friends of both sexes and can see women as attractive. i've been sexually attracted to scores of men and only two women very briefly. i'd say they pegged me wrong. i'm mostly hetero.

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05 Nov 2017, 6:49 pm

I didn't feel like there were options applicable to me for most questions.

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05 Nov 2017, 6:52 pm

^Me either, to be honest.

I've been wondering if my latest book could be turned into an anime series. I can visualize all of my books so clearly in my head...

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