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An over priced Rachel Pie for $6.66.

What's a Rachel Pie and what does it taste of , $6.66 seems reasonable for a tasty pie.

Bitterness and regret.

I think I have wrote myself in a corner as I can't think of anything that is not sexual lol

Probably should keep that to myself!

But its not bad either way.

Pretty Much

We all saw it.

It's gone now though.

Like it never happened.

Wait..what am I even talking about?

I love your honesty and coyness - keep up the good work dude

4,000 words to go, then I'll stop for tonight.
Then I've got nearly a week of 16 pages to write each day, and then nearly a week of typing out everything. Help.
I've allotted myself the last week of the month for rest and finishing off anything left over, but still...

You'd finish a lot quicker if you didn't update us

Here are some good words for you

confabulation , cornflakes , cornflakes , cornflakes and mellifluous

Well here is some lack of some coyness...

If I don't get high in the next week I seriously might kill myself

Probably getting the attention of the police, feds, cia or Russia lulz

I am seriously having urges to self harm, to the point I am having to avoid doing things because of the urges, and ironically enough. I don't think anyone cares if I get high or not and I am probably being spied on regardless but OMG are the urges unreal. I had an urge to kill myself BAD from falling from a window the other day, to the point I had to look away because the impulse was so much that I think I would have actually done it if I had gotten closer. Seroquel is crap, everything they give me is crap, I didn't even feel seroquel today.



I am miserable, knowing I am spied on or just insane doesn't help. 0 / 10, my life is hell right now. I was taking the Seroquel with additional Seroquel but it almost gave me a heart attack and honestly I am scared s**t less to go to local hospital cause God only knows what the f**k is going on. Which is one bad thing about being spied on, I think my life could be very much in danger and without knowing if I am insane or the police, feds, cia or Russia is after me, I would probably die before getting help even if needed.

But don't worry, I am not getting high either, its just, everything sucks right now

^
Good morning...
Hey, you are alive, so am I...

What's popping?

Headaches, meltdowns, urges to self harm, losing my mind to (possible) spying, insanity, dying for weed, thinking about running away to Canada or some insane s**t and I'll probably get a host of charges on the news that I am innocent of if I did run away which is why I am not running away.

Basically I am in hell and I praying daily the world ends because I don't respect a country that does not respect ones privacy.

mj always seemed to help you before. can you take both seroquel and mj?

It's hard not to be concerned when you write things like this , I thought of jumping off a bridge today and it's still there in the back of my mind , I keep it there as some sort of sick comfort , it's like an old friend.

I've had a s**t day today and my mind instantly jumps to f**k it , I give up and obsess about suicide.

It's a dangerous thing to obsess over but I don't have any other coping mechanism and it's all I have.

The fact that your questioning your sanity is a good thing it means you not completely f****d - take comfort in the fact that your not completely f****d.

Ah, spying does not sound good..
Please do not hurt yourself..

I am not doing good either.

< sigh >

I am fine, as in I am worse then I have ever been in my whole f*****g life, but not complaining because apperantly I have woke up in some federal conspiracy bull s**t.

Here some ya'll all can read.

f**k you all and f**k your X files conspiracy bull s**t, kill your selves you worth stacks of s**t.

And that can go to the police, feds, cia and russia for all I care.

But I am fine, I am just really f*****g annoyed.